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Thursday, 8 July 2021

너의 스탯이 보여! // Show your stats! by 카르페XD


คนเขียน: 카르페XD

แนว: แฟนตาซี, เวทย์มนต์, ระบบเกม, เกม, พ่อมด, มังกร

ความสัมพันธ์: มังกร x พ่อมด

จำนวนตอน: 118 (ยังไม่จบ)

หน้านิยาย 

Eira เป็นพ่อมดที่ถูกตามกลับมาที่บ้านเพื่อดูแลเขตหลังคนในครอบครัวเกิดอุบัติเหตุตายหมด แล้วเจอว่าตัวเองมีพลังที่เห็นหน้าต่างค่าสถานะของคนอื่นกับสามารถทำเควสล่ารางวัลเหมือนเวลาเล่นเกม RPG ได้

แต่ตอนนี้เหนืออื่นใด คือต้องฟื้นฟูเขตปกครองตัวเองที่ยากจน ชายขอบ และเป็นหนี้ติดลบให้ได้ ก่อนที่เจ้าหนี้จากเขตปกครองอื่นจะมายึดเขตของตัวเอง และดังนั้นการใช้หน้าต่างค่าสถานะกับทำเควสผสมกับใช้ความเป็นพ่อมดจากเขาวงกต (ซึ่งถือเป็นพื้นที่ของพ่อมดชั้นสูง ความสามารถทางเวทย์มนต์ล้นเหลือ) เพื่อทำทุกอย่างเพื่อบริหารจัดการเขตก็ได้เริ่มขึ้น

ซึ่งเริ่มแรกก็ต้องเอาความเกลียดและกลัวพ่อมดออกไปจากใจคนในเขตให้ได้ก่อน โดยเริ่มที่ข้ารับใช้ในปราสาทตัวเอง ขำปนน่ารักที่เลขาที่เป็นมรดกตกทอดมาจากพ่อผู้ปกครองเขตเดิมพยายามใช้ Eira ใช้เวทย์มนต์ให้อลังการ สวยงามเข้าไว้ เพื่อดึงดูดใจคนที่เห็นจะได้เลิกกลัวแล้วหันไปชอบเวทย์มนต์ให้ได้ ถึงขั้นเจ้าตัวแอบถอนหายใจว่าทำไมต้องทำเวทย์มนต์ให้สวยงามเป็น pretty, fairy magic แต่ว่าก็ยอมตามน้ำไป .... จะเสกให้ของลอยเฉยๆ ดูน่ากลัวก็ต้องเนรมิตกวางสีทองตัวใหญ่แข็งแรงขึ้นมาเอาเขายกของ สวยจับใจจนคนรับใช้ในปราสาทหยุดทำงานแล้วหันมามุง กลายเป็นชอบเวทย์มนต์สวยงามกันไปหมด

 

และก็สนุกที่เห็นเจ้าตัวพยายามคิดหาวิธีแปลกๆ ในการสร้างรายได้ เพราะว่าเขตตัวเองเล็กจ้อย ยากจน หนาวเหน็บอยู่ในหุบเขาที่เต็มไปด้วยเหล่าสัตว์ร้าย มองไปทางใดก็ขายอะไรไม่ได้ (ขนาดในเมืองยังมีร้านอาหารดีๆ อยู่ร้านเดียวด้วยซ้ำ) สุดท้ายก็เลยพยายามส่งออกหินอ่อนในภูเขามาเป็นสินค้าหายากไปเขตอื่น ซึ่งก็เริ่มได้เงินไหลกลับมา

อย่างไรก็ตาม นอกจากเรื่องหน้าที่แล้ว Eira ก็พยายามสานความสัมพันธ์กับ Yanu ทหารรับจ้าง (?) ที่เจอในเมือง ซึ่งตอนแรก Eira จ้างคุณพี่มาเป็นคนนำเที่ยวให้ตัวพ่อมดต่างแดนรู้จักเขตตัวเองมากขึ้น แต่ไปๆ มาๆ สองคนก็เปลี่ยนสถานะกันไปเป็นคนรัก ตัว Yanu เองดูแข็งแกร่งแบบแปลกๆ เพราะดูเหมือนจะมีค่า HP ล้นเหลือที่ขึ้นไปถึง 9,999,999 เหมือนเวลาเล่นเกมแล้วโกง ชวนให้สงสัยในที่มาที่ไปอย่างยิ่ง .... และอีกค่าที่น่ากลัวยิ่งกว่าก็คือค่าความสนิทสนม Yanu ปากหวานดูร่าเริงเป็นมิตรจากข้างนอก แต่พอดูค่าstat ความหวานจี๋จ๋าเป็นแค่เรื่องหลอกลวง เพราะค่า favorability อยู่ที่ 1 เท่านั้น

ช่วงแรก Eira เห็น D-Day ประกาศเตือนว่าเขตตัวเองกำลังจะถูกทำลาย เจ้าตัวก็คิดมาตลอดว่าเป็นเพราะไม่มีเงินไปจ่ายหนี้ถูกเขตรอบข้างหาข้ออ้างยกทหารมาบุกบ้านตัวเองแน่ แต่ไปๆ มาๆ ก็พบว่าเป็นเพราะมังกรจะมาอาละวาดทำลายเขต ..... ซึ่งมังกรนี้ก็ไม่ใช่ใครที่ไหน แต่ว่าเป็นตัว Yanu นั่นเอง! เพราะเจ้าตัวหงุดหงิดที่คิดว่า ‘คู่’ ของตัวเองน่าจะอยู่ที่เขต Eira แต่ว่าหาไม่เจอเสียที เลยคิดว่าจะทำลายเขตเพื่อระบายความไม่พอใจแล้ว

และ Eira ที่น่าสงสารก็ต้องเหนื่อยทั้งกับการบริหารดูแลเขต และการเอาใจเพิ่มค่า favorability ให้มากขึ้น เผื่อตัวเองจะสามารถหยุดยั้งไม่ให้มังกรบ้าดีเดือดทำลายเขตได้

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เอาจริง สมเป็นงาน 카르페XD มาก คือดีมากกกก เอาจริงชอบเรื่องนี้ที่สุดในบรรดาแล้ว ชอบที่เดินเรื่องไว และตัวเอกไหวพริบดีมาก ชอบตัวเองฉลาด มีความสามารถเป็นทุนเดิมอยู่แล้ว ยิ่งมาเจอ Eira นี่เหมือนสูตรสำเร็จสายแฟนตาซีเกาหลีมากกว่าจะเป็น BL โดยเฉพาะเมื่อ Eira ใช้ความสามารถทางเวทย์มนต์ของตัว และประสบการณ์การเป็นพ่อมดจากเขาวงกต บวกกับการตีขลุมหลอกเอาชนะคนโน้นคนนี้และเอาชนะใจคนรอบข้างมากได้เรื่อยๆ

ที่สำคัญอีกอย่างคือชอบความเป็นพ่อมดของ Eira ด้วย เพราะงาน 카르페XD พ่อมดจะเป็นกึ่งๆ นักวิทยาศาตร์และนักวิจัย ตัว Eira เองก็มีความเนิร์ดบ้าทดลอง เพี้ยนบ้าทำวิจัย อย่างเห็นสัตว์ตายก็กรี๊ด ไม่ใช่เพราะกลัว แต่เป็นเพราะตื่นเต้นที่ได้เห็นสัตว์หายากใกล้ๆ วิ่งเข้าไปมุง แล้วพล่ามวิธีวิจัย หัวข้อทดลองมาเป็นย่อหน้าเก็บอาการไม่อยู่ ขนาด Yanu ได้ยินยังนิ่งไป อย่างตอนของที่ Eira ส่งมาจากเขตเขาวงกตมา พอไปดูจริงๆ ก็คือคอลเลคชั่นลูกตาสัตว์ประหลาดที่เจ้าตัวเก็บอย่างทะนุถนอมในโหลแก้วเต็มตู้ ที่พอมีเวลา ก็เอาจะผ้ามาจากมิติเก็บของแล้วนั่งขัดโหลอย่างตั้งใจ หรือว่าพอมีฝูงสัตว์ประหลาดอยู่ในถ้ำ เจ้าตัวก็ไปกรีดร้องว่ามีสายพันธุ์นี้ สายพันธุ์นั้น โอ๊ยย มีสายพันธุ์ย่อยด้วย เพิ่งเห็นตัวจริง นอกจากในตำรา ทำไมอยู่รวมกันได้ กินอาหารอย่างไร พฤติกรรมอย่างไร เอาสมุดมาจดบันทึกอย่างจริงจัง พอทหารจะกำจัดเหล่าสัตว์ประหลาดก็ร้องขอว่า .... ให้ได้สังเกตการณ์ 10 นาทีนะ 5 นาทีก็ได้ ....ไปเรื่อยๆ  อย่างที่ลูกน้องคนสนิทเจ้าตัวยังพูดปลงๆ ว่า Eira .... ดูจากภายนอกก็ปกติดี แต่ต้องไม่ลืมว่าเป็นพ่อมดจากเขาวงกตด้วย ....

หรือว่าเจ้าตัวมีความใฝ่ฝันจะรื้อปราสาทที่ตัวเองอยู่เพื่อมาดูวงจรเวทย์มนต์อีกต่างหาก เพราะว่าอยู่มา 500 ปีแล้วทำไมเวทย์มนต์ยังทำได้ดีเป็นปกติ อยากรู้มาก แต่เพราะเบลอหลุดปากบอกคนในปราสาท แต่กลายเป็นทุกคนรู้แกว และพยายามขัดขวาง .... พยายามต่อรองว่าเป็นอิฐ 1 ก้อนก็ได้นะ ขอเถอะ ...  จนถึงขั้นจะตื่นมาเช้ามืดเพื่อไปรื้อเตาผิงดูวงจรเวทย์มนต์ก็มี (แต่ก็ทำไม่สำเร็จ เพราะทุกคนรู้อยู่แล้ว มีคนดักเอาไว้แล้ว)

ที่ขำมากอีกอย่างก็คือว่า ตัว Eira ถูกดึงดูดเข้าหา Yanu อยู่แล้ว แต่พอรู้ว่าคุณพี่เป็นมังกร ความชอบก็ยิ่งเพิ่มขึ้น เรื่องจากว่าตัว Eira เองชอบทดลองวิจัยและคลั่งสัตว์ประหลาดทั้งหลายอยู่แล้ว โดยมีมังกรขึ้นแท่นเป็นอันดับหนึ่งในใจ พอ Yanu เป็นมังกร ก็ยิ่งบวกผสมกันไปใหญ่ ..... ขำที่ Eira แอบทดลองกับ Yanu เป็นระยะๆ อย่างเอาผงที่สัตว์ชอบไปโรยบนอาหารเพื่อดูปฎิกิริยาของ Yanu บ้าง แอบเอายามาทดลองบ้าง ถูกจับได้กี่รอบก็ยังไม่เข็ด

ส่วนคุณพี่ Yanu ทุกคนเข้าใจกันว่าพี่เขาเป็นมังกรกันอยู่ตั้งแต่ตอนต้นๆ แล้ว เพราะใครที่ไหนจะมีค่า HP 9,999,999 อัศวินมากสุดก็เป็นแต่หลักหมื่นต้นๆ เท่านั้น แถมยังดูความสามารถทางกายภาพเหนือมนุษย์อีก ดังนั้นพอความเป็นจริงปรากฏชัดๆ ทุกคนก็เอาล่ะ Eira ในที่สุดก็รู้สักทีนะ นอกจากพี่มังกรจะมีกำลังเกินเหตุแล้ว แถมพี่ยังมี sex drive น่ากลัวอีกต่างหาก คือแบบสมเป็นงาน red label มาก 19+ มาแรงจริงๆ แบบกรี๊ดด สงสาร Eira ......

เอาจริง มุมมองจาก Yanu ไม่ค่อยเยอะ แต่ก็มีอยู่ 2-3 ตอนที่ตัดไปเป็นมุมมองพี่มังกร จะพบว่า Yanu บอกว่าในบรรดาคนรักที่เคยมี ตัว Eira เป็นคนที่ถูกใจมากที่สุด ทั้งในเรื่องหน้าตา นิสัย หรือบุคลิก แต่ปัญหาก็คือว่าไม่ใช่คู่ที่ตัวเองตามหาอยู่ดี และพอไปบอกให้ Eira ออกไปจากเขตก็ถูกบ่ายเบี่ยงทุกที จนในที่สุด พอ Yanu รู้ว่าเจ้าปกครองเขตก็คือตัว Eira ก็เลยทำให้ความโกรธพุ่งสูง จนคิดจะทำลายหมู่บ้านแก้เบื่อแก้โมโหเล่น

เลยทำให้ได้สู้กับ Eira ที่ยังไงก็ต้องปกป้องเขตตัวเองให้ได้ ... ล่าสุด คือค่า favorability ที่ Yanu มีต่อ Eira เพิ่มขึ้นพรวดพราดมาถึง 35 แล้ว (หลังจากที่ขึ้นมาอย่างน่าสงสารทีละหนึ่งทีละหนึ่ง แต่พอ Eira โจมตี ขึ้นมา 6 บ้าง 7 บ้าง .... )

ส่วนตัว สงสาร Eira ที่เสียใจ ผิดหวัง และก็เจ็บปวดที่ถึงอยู่ด้วยกัน เป็นคนรักกัน แต่คนที่ Yanu ตามหาอยู่ไม่ใช่ตัวเอง แต่ก็ชอบด้วยที่ Eira มองตัวเองในฐานะผู้ปกครองเขตก่อนคนรัก และก็มองว่าหน้าที่ดูแลทุกคนในเขตต้องมาก่อนความรัก ก็มาลุ้นว่า Eira จะทำอย่างไรต่อไปในการหาเงินและเอาชนะใจ Yanu

ซึ่งตอนนี้รอ obsession tag เป็นจริง จากคุณพี่ Yanu เขาอยู่นะคะ พรุ่งนี้ตอนที่ 120 จะมาแล้ว จะได้ดูท่าทาง Yanu ชัดๆหลังจาก Eira ฟื้นจากการสู้กันเสียที


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แต่ไม่รู้ควรจะบอกว่ายิ่งอ่านยิ่งดี หรือยิ่งอ่านยิ่งบ้าบอ เพราะคือ Eira เป็นตัวเอง บ้าเวทย์มนต์ ทำโน่นทำนี่ไปไม่ไปเอาใจ Yanu เหมือนค่า favorability เพิ่มขึ้นเรื่อยๆ ซึ่งเอาจริงเลี้ยงยากมาก เหมือนเป็นมังกรนรกก่อความเสียหาย เป็น living disaster อย่างที่ Eira พูดเลยแอบบ่นในใจ

ตอนนี้ค่าขึ้นมาเป็น 40 กว่า พี่แกก็เดินตามไปเรื่อยๆ อีก Eira ไปไหนไปด้วย ยิ่งพอรู้ว่า Eira เป็นเจ้าของอาณาเขตก็มาสิงอยู่ที่ปราสาทด้วย จนคนรับใช้ในปราสาทเริ่มจะลือกันแล้วว่านี่คือ "คนรัก (?) ของลอร์ด" และพอเห็น Eira สนุกสนานกับการลงวงจรเวทย์มนต์ที่กำแพงเขต ความบ้าอยากต่อสู้ด้วยก็เพิ่มอีก สรุปค่า favorability เพิ่มสูงได้ แต่ Eira คงเงินหมดตัวตายก่อน มังกรสิ้นเปลืองทุกอย่างมาก

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ที่ขำมากก็คือ Yanu ก็รู้แกวความบ้ามังกรของเจ้าตัว ตอนที่สู้กัน Yanu ก็กระชากเสื้อตัวเองออกเห็นกล้ามเนื้อแน่นปึ๊กแล้ว Eira ก็เหยียดหยามใส่ Yanu ในใจว่าบ้าเหรอ ใครจะบ้าไปดูกล้ามเนื้อ แต่คือเกล็ดมังกรขึ้นค่ะ Eira ก็เลยเป็นบ้าไป แพ้ทางพุ่งไปหาเหมือนถูกสะกดจิต โอยย เค้ารู้ทางกันมากกก ขำความเพี้ยนคนคู่นี้มากกก

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คือว่าพอ Eira ไม่พยายามอะไรมาก เหมือนอีค่า favorability จะพุ่งสูงขึ้นไปทุกวัน หลังจากตอนสู้ก็สูงแล้ว วันก่อนน่ารักที่ Yanu ถามว่ากลับมาเดทด้วยกันใหม่ไหม เพราะคิดว่า Eira น่าจะเป็นคู่ตัวเอง Eira ก็บอกว่างั้นจูบรองเท้าก่อนไหม แต่สิ่งที่พี่มังกรทำก็คือจูบแล้วกัดรองเท้า คือว่านะคะ Yanu คะทางโน้นบอกว่า kiss my shoes นะคะ ไม่ใช่ chew my shoes ไม่ต้องเสนอให้เห็นถึงความแข็งแรงของขากรรไกรมังกรที่เคี้ยวรองเท้าหนังไปจนหลังเท้าโผล่มาก็ได้

ล่าสด พอ Yanu ไปล่าแมงมุมด้วย สงสารม้ามากที่ไม่ว่ากี่ครั้ง พอเจอทางลำบากที่ขี่ม้าต่อไม่ได้ก็จะถูกปล่อยเอาไว้ แถมงวดนี้ก็เหมือนเดิมที่ Yanu หิวแล้วคิดจะเอาม้ามาย่างกิินอีก เกิดเป็นม้าของ Eira มันช่างลำบาก

แต่ประเด็นหลักก็คือ พอแมงมุมโผล่ Yanu กำลังจะชักดาบออกมา Eira ก็นิ่งไปก่อนจะเอามือปิดปากชื่นชมแล้วกรีดร้องออกมาว่า "น่ารักกกก" จน Yanu ชะงักแล้วหันมามองหน้า ทางนี้ก็รีบพูดอธิบายว่า "ไม่ใช่ว่าแมงมุมน่ารักนะ แต่เพราะสปีชีย์เดียวกันจากต่างถิ่นก็ลักษณะปลีกย่อยแตกต่างกัน เหมือนม้าที่ estate ตัวเองอยู่ที่หนาวเลยมีขนหนากว่าที่อื่น" ยิ่งพูดยิ่งเนิร์ดอธิบายความแตกต่างแมงมุมเหนือกับแมวมุมใต้อีกเป็นพารากราฟ โอ๊ยยยย 5555

แต่พี่มังกรก็ยังอุตส่าห์ชมแบบนานๆ ที ว่าคนก็แตกต่างกัน และ Eira ที่มีรสนิยมแตกต่างก็น่ารักกว่าคนอื่นที่มีความชอบธรรมดา ..... แต่คือจริงๆ ก็คือ Eira แปลกนั่นเองงงง 555 คนอ่านแปลให้

แต่นะ ถ้าไม่แปลกก็คงไม่บ้ามังกรรรร

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Eira ติดอยู่ในใยแมงมุม แล้วพอบอกให้ Yanu ช่วย นังมังกรก็บอกว่าเดี๋ยวก่อนกำลังดูอยู่ แล้วก็มีตัวเลือกโผล่มาในหน้าต่าง คือ

1. นอนนิ่งๆ อยู่บนใยแมงมุม

2. พยายามหลุดออกจากใยแมงมุม

3. โกรธแล้วบอกให้ Yanu ช่วยออกไป 

ซึ่งไม่ว่าจะเป็นตัวไหน ก็ไปจบที่ Bed Ending หมดเลย ไม่ใช่ Bad Ending นะคะ ทุกคน! Bed Ending ค่ะ!  Eira ที่เริ่มรู้ตัวแล้วก็พยายามดิ้นหลุด แต่ Yanu ก็ผลักมาติดใยแมงมุมอยู่ดี แล้วพอใช้เวทย์มนต์ช่วยจะออกไป คราวนี้ Yanu ก็เริ่มเปลี่ยนมือกับแขนเป็นเกล็ดมังกรเพื่อหลอกล่อต่อ บอก Eira ว่าถ้าตกลงเดทด้วยกันใหม่ เป็นของ Eira หมดเลย ด้วยความที่หลงกลมาหลายรอบ Eira ก็พยายามปิดตา เบือนหน้าหนี แต่คือ Yanu ก็เอาเกล็ดมังกรที่แขนส่งเสียงขูดกันหลอกต่อ 

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คือพี่แกทำทุกอย่างมาก แล้วพอบรรยายว่าเกล็ดที่แขนสวยมากเหมือนทับทิม แถมยังเอาเกล็ดมากรีดตัวให้ Eira เห็นความสามารถการฟื้นตัวของมังกรที่พอมีแผลก็หายทัันที ท่าทาง Eira ไม่รอดแน่นอน ก็ติดตาม Bed Ending วันจันทร์หน้าต่อไป 

แต่คือ เป็นมังกรนรกที่ควบคุมจัดการยากมาก Eira ต้องเร่งกลับไปก่อนอีกทหารอีกเขตมาล่าแมงมุมไหมม นี่คือแผนการ stealth นะคะ จะมาหลุดก็เพราะ Yanu ไม่ได้!!!


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คือว่าพอไปขโมยแมงมุมมา ก็ต้องหาที่เลี้ยงแอบๆ ซึ่งก็คือห้องใต้ดินของปราสาทค่า ขำที่ Eira  คิดว่าแมงมุมน่ารักน่าเอ็นดู แล้วพอเอาออกมาจาก subspace ก็คือทุกคนตกใจค้างกันไป พวกอัศวิน กับทหารก็คว้าดาบออกมาจะฟันแมงมุมแล้ว ส่วนฝ่ายบริหารก็คือเตรียมวิ่งหนี ใครจะไปมีงานอดิเรกชื่นชมสัตว์ประหลาดทั้งหลายเหมือน Eira กัน

ตอนนี้เขตที่เป็นตัวร้ายส่งตัวแทนมาหา แล้วพอ Eira จะเอาผ้าไหมที่ได้จากแมงมุมไปขายก็ถูกกดราคาอย่างหนัก เพราะฝ่ายนั้นคิดว่า Eira เป็นพ่อมดซื่อไม่รู้ราคาของ แต่ขอโทษนะคะ Eira เนี่ยยย money-conscious มาก ยิ่งมาอยู่เป็นลอร์ดของเขต รายได้ไม่มี รายรับหายนี่ เงินทองยิ่งเป็นความกังวลหนัก (ใช่ เลี้ยงมังกรนรก เปลืองมากทุกอย่างง!!) ก็เลยเนียนๆ ตอบกลับบอกว่ารู้วิธีย้อมผ้าไหม อยากได้สูตรไหม จิบชานิ่งๆไปด้วย สุดท้ายแล้ว ขายผ้าไหม ขายวิธีย้อมผ้าได้จาก 5 พัน ไปเป็น 5 หมื่น ขำมาก อย่าได้ดูถูกกันเชียววว!! 

แอบดีใจแทนคนที่ดูแลงบเขตมาก ได้แมงมุมมาก็ดีใจแทบจะร้องไห้อยู่แล้ว โดยเฉพาะที่ต้องอยู่ในสภาพกังวลหนี้กลบเขตมาตลอด นี่เปลี่ยนจากแหล่งรายได้เป็นเม็ดเงินยิ่งน่าดีใจเข้าไปใหญ่ (:


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หลังจากที่ไปหลอกโก่งราคาทั้งผ้าไหมแมงมุม ทั้งวิธีย้อมสีฟ้า คราวนี้ Eira ก็เอาทั้งผ้าไหม ทั้งการย้อมสีหลากหลายไปให้พ่อค้าและโบสถ์อีก นี่ก็คืออีแคว้นนี้อยู่เบื้่องหลังการฆ่าครอบครัว Eira และตอนนี้ก็ได้เวลาจะโต้กลับแล้ว

แต่ที่พีคต้องขอกรีดคือ พอตัวแทนเขตกลับมาอาละวาดใส่  Eira ก็ทำเป็นไม่รู้เรื่อง บอกว่ามีคนขโมยสูตรไป แล้วก็คือว่าห้องที่ใช้รับรองแขกงวดนี้ก็คือตรงชั้นโชว์ของ Eira ถ้ายังจำกันได้ มันคือคอลเลคชั่นลูกตาสัตว์ประหลาดที่เจ้าตัวสะสมมาด้วยความรัก (และเป็นเหตุผลที่ทั้งที่เป็นพ่อมดเขาวงกตที่เก่งแต่ไม่เคยมีเงินเหลือเก็บ) และพอตัวแทนเห็น ความอยากอาละวาดใส่ Eira ก็ลดลงไปทันที คือต้องบอกตัวเองไว้ว่านี่คือพ่อมดเขาวงกตที่ไม่ควรไปแตะ ยิ่งพอเห็น Eira มองคอลเล็คชั่นอย่างรักใคร่อ่อนโยนก็ยิ่งต้องคิดหนัก — คือถึงวันนี้ มันกลายเป็นของใช้ข่มขู่ฝ่ายตรงข้ามไปแล้ววว!!!

แต่หนักสุด ก็คือ Eira ได้รับช่อดอกไม้จากมังกรนรกที่กะเดินหน้าจีบเต็มที่ ล่าสัตว์เอาเนื้อมาให้ไม่พอ ตอนนี้ลามไปถึงช่อดอกไม้แล้วจ๊ะ แต่ก็ไม่แน่ใจว่าจะเรียกว่าช่อดอกไม้ดีไหม เพราะนัง Yanu เอาสัตว์ประหลาดมาผูกเป็นช่อให้ ถึงขั้นที่ Hera คนสนิทอีกคนของ Eira บอกว่าความเหมือนอย่างเดียวกับช่อดอกไม้ก็คือผูกเป็นช่อนั่นแหละ โอ๊ยย คือทั้งหนวด ทั้งลูกตา อวัยวะสืบพันธุ์ แถมตอน Eira ถือ สัตว์ประหลาดก็ยังพยายามจะฉีดพิษใส่ Eira อีก คือต้องลูบแบบคงเวทย์มนต์ไว้ในมือ 

แต่คือก็รู้ใจกันเนาะ นังมังกรรู้ความชอบ Eira ดีขนาดนี้ ตอนได้ของทุกคนกรีดร้องตกใจ แต่เจ้าตัวคือกระโดดใส่ เพราะไม่เคยคิดว่าจะได้เจอสัตว์หลายตัวที่นอกจากในหนังสือตำรา (...)

ถึงกับอุทานมาว่า "นี่เป็นครั้งแรกที่ได้ช่อดอกไม้แบบนี้" (?)

เพี้ยนกันไป เพี้ยนกันไปให้สุดดดด!!!

Yanu who attacks Eira with the 'monster bouquet' and Eira who is so happy receiving it?

And the greatest part is that one of the monsters tries to inject Eira with nerve poison?

And even Hera feels creepy knowing more about the bouquet?

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This means that Eira has no other options but to stay with this pervert dragon from hell too! They are for each other indeed (:

And oh, it's so funny that Eira's display can be used for intimidating effect too! Still, I've got a feeling Kirkar is not that bad. If he's not involved in killing Eira's family, we could use him here in Solar? He seems capable?

But Gretel surprises me again. He's so timid yet brave (


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ฮือ ตอนใหม่วันนี้ ปลื้มใจกับความสำเร็จ Eira มาก เพราะว่าตอนนี้แม้หน้าหนาว เขตก็ยังติดต่อกับโลกภายนอกได้ ไม่ต้องอยู่อย่างอดยาก กระเบียดกระเสียรระวังอาหารหมด ของหมดแล้ว

ที่สำคัญ ถุงอาหารที่แจกให้คนในแคว้นตอนงานเทศกาลก็อลังการต่างหาก เดิมทีมีแค่ของแห้งพอเป็นพิธี แต่นี่คือทั้งเนื้อแห้ง ฟืน ธัญพืช เกลือ เนื้อปลา (ที่เป็นของหายากในแคว้น) มาหมด ชอบที่แอบเนียนลบภาพไม่สนับสนุนศาสนาด้วยการมีดอกไม้สัญลักษณ์โบสถ์ทุุกหนทุกแห่งอีกต่างหาก ไม่นับการเชิญมานั่งกินซุปใส่เนื้อชิ้นใหญ่ในปราสาทอีก 

เก่งปกครอง แก้ปัญหา หาเงินไม่พอ Eira ยังเก่งสร้างภาพลักษณ์ด้านบวกด้วย!! ปลื้มมาก ชอบอ่านนิยายสาย clan-building สร้างบ้านสร้างเมือง ฮืออ 

แล้วพอออกมา สภาพสังคมก็เป็นก่อนและหลังมากๆ เพราะพอเริ่มค้าหินอ่อน ค้าผ้าไหมจากแมงมุม ก็เริ่มมีการสร้างงาน แล้วตอนที่สั่งของมาเป็นเสบียงตุนหน้าหนาวจำนวนมากก็มีพ่อค้าไหลเข้ามามาเขตอีก 

แต่คือทำไม Eira ยังทำงานหนักจนตาเป็นสายเลือดอยู่ล่ะ??

ส่วนมังกรนรก? สรุปว่าเป็นคนรัก แค่ขอเป็นคนรักแบบลับๆ ก็ไม่เข้าใจว่าลับตรงไหน เพราะคนทั้งปราสาทเข้าใจว่าเป็นคนรักของลอร์ด แล้วเจ้าตัวก็ไม่เคยคิดจะปิดบังความสัมพันธ์เลย  ไปเที่ยวตลาดด้วยกันป้อนเนื้อย่างเสียบไม้ไม่พอ ยังหั่นผลไม้เป็นชิ้นใส่ปากตัวเองแล้วมาป้อน (จูบ) เนี่ยนะคะ แต่เอาเถอะ มังกรเป็นสัตว์เข้าใจยาก ถ้า Yanu บอกว่าเป็น secret affair ต่อให้ทั้งโลกหล้ารู้กันหมด มันก็ secret affair เนอะ

Wow, I really like this chapter! It's all for Eira's achievement!!

Eira who makes Solar remain connected to the the world even in the mid winter and Eira who makes Solar richer and richer is so capable! And Eira who knows how to promote the good image of the new lord is even more amazing!

Wow, look at the kind of supplies before and after! Now, everything is so abundant! I can't help not screaming happily!

But please why we still see Eira with bloodshot eyes from overwork still TT?

But aww, a secret affair is a secret affair when we think (Yanu thinks) it's a secret affair, right? Even if the whole wide world about this relationship!

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ขำดีที่พอบอกว่าจะบุกอีแคว้นตัวร้ายไปช่วยคน เหล่าขุนนางก็อึกอักอึกอัก ไม่กล้าให้ Eira สายเลือดลอร์ดที่เหลืออยู่คนเดียวไป แล้วคนสนิท Eira ก็พูดออกมาว่า "เราต้องเชื่อมั่นในตัวพ่อมดจากเขาวงกตนะ" แต่สายตาคือจับจ้องไปที่มังกรข้างหลัง .... 

ก็คือว่าตอนนี้ไม่กลัวมังกรกันแล้ว รู้ว่าถ้ามีมังกรแข็งแกร่งทำลายล้างโลกอยู่กับตัว ทำอะไรก็ทำได้แน่นอน บุกแคว้นใหญ่ก็นี้ก็ทำได้เนาะ (:

แล้วเพื่อไปช่วยคนในเวลาจำกัด Yanu ก็เลยอุ้ม Eira วิ่งข้ามภูเขา ก็คือพฤติกรรมเหมือนเดิม แต่คราวนี้ระยะทางไกลกว่าเดิม แถมพอเข้าหน้าหนาวจัด Eira จะแข็งตายเอา เผอิญเจอรถม้า (หรือเกวียน? บรรยายไม่ชัด) อยู่ก็เลยเอา Eira ยัดเข้าไปข้างใน แล้วตัวเองลากรถม้าวิ่ง ... เร็วและไม่หนาว แต่ว่าพะอืดพะอมมาก ตอนนี้คือต้องลงมนต์ป้องกันทั้งรถม้าทั้งตัว Eira แล้ว!


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จริงๆ สองคนนี้เป็นคู่นรกมากกก ตอนบุกไปช่วยคนสนิทอีกคนที่คุกใต้ดิน Yanu ก็ไปโจมตีปราสาทลอร์ดของแคว้นด้วยความรุนแรงขนาดแผ่นดินไหว และพอ Eira ที่คิดว่าจะบุกไปเงียบๆ พอเชิงตัวคนได้เลยก็เลยใช้เวทย์มนต์เอาหินก้อนใหญ่จากซากถล่ม Yanu ไปโจมตีปราสาทก่อนหนีด้วยเหมือนกัน 

คือ Eira คะ ถ้าจะช่วยทำลายกันขนาดนี้ 


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ไม่มีใครเก่งการตลาด ประชาสัมพันธ์ และการสร้างภาพไปกว่า Eira อีกแล้ววว ตอนก่อนๆ ก็คือว่า เพราะว่า Bloom อัศวินคนสนิทถูกรื้อเรื่องในอดีตที่เคยเป็นทาสหลบหนีมา Eira ก็เลยให้ไปสู้กับทัพศัตรูกว่าห้าพันด้วยตัวคนเดียว ถึงจะฟังดูโหดร้าย แต่ก็คือว่า ยืนสู้ในทางแคบ ศัตรูบุกมาได้ไม่กี่คน และที่สำคัญ ก็คือว่า Eira เองก็แอบช่วยอยู่ข้างหลังด้วย ทั้งคอยใช้เวทย์มนต์ช่วยฮีล ทั้งให้ Yanu ช่วยกำจัดศัตรู 

ดังนั้น การอิงเรื่องตามตำนานศาสนาว่าอัศวินตัวเองเป็นเหมือนกับนักบุญในอดีตที่ปกป้องแคว้นไว้ได้ก็ไปได้สวย ยิ่งมีย้ำด้วยการเอาเสื้อคลุมเลือดท่วมจากการรบไปวางคู่กับรูปแกะน้ำแข็ง ตั้งชื่อถนนจากตรงที่สู้ว่า Bloom Road อีก เรตติ้งประชาชนก็เพิ่มถล่มทลายย

แต่คือว่านะคะ D-Day ก็ยังไม่หมดไปสักที เพราะว่าสุดท้ายน่าจะมาจากมังกรอีกตัว .... แล้วเรื่องของเรื่องก็คือนังมังกรนรกไม่คิดที่จะบอกว่ามีมังกรอีกตัว เพราะรู้ว่า Eira บ้ามังกร กลัวจะไปบ้ามังกรอีกตัวแทนตัวเอง เอ่ออ คืออ ... ถึงขั้นต้องให้ Eira สาบานด้วยแคว้นก่อนว่าจะมีมังกรแค่ Yanu เพียงตัวเดียว เอาเข้าไปเนาะ! 

Awww, the return for the struggling Bloom and Eira is so rewarding! But that's also Eira is too good at marketing (or scamming?) as now we have Bloom's statue at the square and Bloom Road (: So in love with how Eira came up with all wickedly good propaganda plans! And can't wait till the day no resentment from the church is seen!

So, by now as Solar is safe from Yanu and Soblatz, the threat for D-Day comes from another dragon? But aww, the reason Yanu keeps the secret about that dragon is his jealousy? Ahaha, this dragon is really something! I wonder if the second dragon is outside when Yanu is with Eira then?

Still, Eira who is in deep thought gets stripped naked by Yanu??? Oh!!!

Monday, 30 November 2020

오네죽 Side Story

“Only your death will make me realise how much you mean to me, and how much I had taken you for granted before …”


“He gave a name to a dragon who was nothing more than an imperial tool … and in doing so, he also gave his heart.

And that’s why the dragon also gave him its heart in return.”


 



 

오네죽 SIDE STORY


TRYING TO BE A BIT ANALYTICAL FIRST!

Oh, oh, oh, first of all, I’d been waiting for this side story even before the main story ended! Seriously, when Cullen and Kiyen’s relationship reached its peak in chapter 129, it then plummeted to the worst! Anything and everything unimaginable had come between them — third person, breakoff of lover status, estrangement, long distance and even misunderstanding. And even death! And when we were anxious towards the ending in the end of August, it then seemed impossible for Cullen and Kiyen to return to their sweetest, highest moments yet. Awwwww, that’s why this long-awaited side story is super-mega-ultra crucial to the crazy fann! I had been anticipating and expecting such friendly moments oh- oh-so-much, so much that even when they spoke with each other civilly could already a miraculous scene to see TT


At the end of chapter 212, we have an epilogue, but in a way, it’s only an epilogue of the fight against the monsters. And so, this side story of 오네죽 is more like a real epilogue for me—when Cullen and Kiyen are going back home and going back to their relationship.


And somehow this 2-month in-between makes the timeframe real for readers. Like a mini hiatus after chapter 162, where readers can better absorb the feelings of shock, disbelief and loss of Kiyen. This side story means we can take time to see how Cullen adjusts to Kiyen and slowly opens to his dragon.


Before the story was released, I had many expectations and oh, how can I say? Everything is even beyond my super high expectation again! One biggest aspect is the writer created the side story in one whole story, instead of many fragments, and so we can see real life of the beloved characters continuously, making the sentiments even more real. Another equally satisfying aspect is the length—we can do read 31 chapters! And that’s more than I can hope for too!


A NEW DIRECTION

And so, we see the new direction in Cullen-Kiyen relationship. This time, they try to understand each other as they are, rather than seeing each other based on what they think the other person is. By the same token, they are moving forward since they learn to embrace the mistakes they caused and misunderstandings they had as parts of their relationship. Not only do this human (or high priest now (: ) and his dragon try to be better and treat the other better, but they also cherish good memories they have had even more while not creating the same mistakes/ misunderstanding again. It seems they have been together through thicks and thins, through rainbows and clouds, and everything together is memorable for them. This is especially true that the scars the other has is not to see with guilt and shame, but with love and reverence as how the other sacrifices.


Along with this new direction for their relationship, the side story is also about the new direction for themselves. It’s certain that they love the other, to the point that Cullen and Kiyen can sacrifice themselves for the other easily, and perhaps too easily. We have seen Cullen dug his heart out for Kiyen, and Kiyen was about to drain his life force for Cullen. But then, such sacrifice can also mean they do not cherish their own lives enough. So, here I especially love the side story because they now learn to love themselves as well as live for themselves too. Since they had been bound to responsibilities and duties they had had for all their lives, they never had time to value themselves. So, I love the fact that they can slow down and find what they want to do… and live leisurely. It’s heart-warming to see Cullen enjoy reading and Kiyen start painting. And what is even sweeter is they can find the middle ground to enjoy time together while indulging in their own interest. Their silent happiness is simply beautiful!  


Even when they have to stop living leisurely and go to help the children with the monster-stopping task, they don’t see it as a burden but another round of adventure to see the world and experience life together. 


Awww, if we say it meanly, it’s just two in-love persons who are just happy to be anywhere since they are together! Ahahaha! If Kiyen has to go alone with no Cullen by his side, he would not be this ready!  


Still, Cullen and Kiyen’s new-found maturity too shows in the way they care for the young dragons. Before, both of them only need to care for themselves and live by themselves. But now, with the kids to raise, they have to more responsible and look beyond the two of them. It is particular touching that both care for the children and secretly try to find the way to raise them in their own ways. Yet in the end, they talk to each other about their concerns and find the best parenting way for the kids together.


I like that from Kiyen’s perspective, he wants the kids to be sufficient and independent to live their own lives. But from Cullen’s position, the young dragons should be encouraged and given love and care. Such differences reflect who they are and what thy experienced in life so perfectly, while saying about how they try to lay foundation for children after they’re gone.


Aha, Papa Dragon and Mama Dragon raise Baby Dragons differently (:


Anyway, have to admit that the best part about kid-raising is Cullen thinks that children should not endure hardship. Somehow this reflects how Cullen sees himself and how he can overcome this habit of himself.  


SEXUAL TENSION

We can say that Kiyen and Cullen’s relationship starts from sex to relationship. Since they were together because of aphrodisiac, the sex was functional to help release Cullen’s needs. And apart from the night at the lake, their sex is normally seen as a duty. However, when their feelings are clear, it reverses from relationship to sex now—the feelings of wanting to be intimate with the other because you love him. So, because both Cullen and Kiyen want to hold each other, but they don’t know how to approach, this unfulfilled need turns into tension. And even more intense when they have to guess the other’s heart.


Especially for Kiyen, it seems to be roughly 3 years and 6 months (if we count the time when Kia appeared and when Kiyen was separated from Cullen when he first returned to the palace, plus the time after Cullen returns) that he has been wanting to hold Cullen tight and feels that Cullen is truly alive. But he’s also been rejected by Cullen too many times. (Actually only a few times, but that’s already far too many times for Kiyen!!!!) 


So, when Cullen decides to break the wall, Kiyen’s pent-up feelings becomes an avalanche. And yes, unsuspecting Cullen is buried deep under this emotional landslide. Awww, yes, "I wanted to kiss you every day from the day you came back. I wanted to touch you and I wanted to feel you.” Remember how Kiyen touched Kiyen’s face and stared at Cullen’s lips the day they woke up together, and that’s only a tiny part of this torturing feelings accumulated inside the dragon!


Oh I wanna go serious, but somehow, it’s a bit too cute when Kiyen drops the tree branch he’s holding. At the first read, I misread it to Kiyen broke the tree branch. Haha, if he broke the branch, it shows his tension is high. But then when he drops the branch, it rather means his surprise. And it’s especially cute that Kiyen doesn’t dare to hope Cullen suggests something else apart from just washing together. And it seems that he will accept Cullen’s idea and endure his desire if Cullen wants two of them to bath at the same time. But fortunately, Cullen really means ITT. So, it’s time to say congratulations to the Dragon, as Kiyen can finally get lucky! Hoorayyy dragonnn!

 

But well, there is a dragon who once said he was not the carnal creature! And now he can only go on throwing his love to Cullen till dawn arrives??? Cullen boy, you had been totally wrong when you did think that “maybe Kiyen didn’t want to get there right now”—it’ totally different from what you assumed! He definitely wants to get there since the moment you return anew! Don’t think there will be no going crazy for not being able to release the lust …  as well as the love, Cullen! Your precious dragon has gone crazy enough! Ask himmm!


But oh, the gesture on the number of horses to buy is funny too! Cullen feels it natural since his beloved dragon has always traveled on the same horse, while Kiyen still takes Cullen’s words seriously and consider Cullen’s choice out of economic reason! Two hearts are working hard to see each other’s mind! Oh! Oh!  


A NIGHT TOGETHER  

Well, apart from their sweet moments together, who wouldn’t want to see their steamy nightssss? Love it so much since this time together can symbolise so much about their relationship and feelings toward each other too. And somehow since the narration is mostly done through Cullen’s point of view, the time in bed mainly tells us how Kiyen feels. And yes, from the cool and collected man doing an observation/ performing his service without inspiration (only initially actually!) during their first night, Kiyen goes uncontrolled more and more as the time passes. And Cullen? It starts from releasing Rodiac’s power to sharing his body with someone he loves.


And how it goes this time? Well, it’s wrong to say that Kiyen is a hungry dragon. He’s actually been a starving dragon! STARVING DRAGONNN! Who lets go of reason! The hungry dragon is the dangerous dragon, and the starving dragon is the even more dangerous one! So, this time, Kiyen goes beyond fierce till the morning comes. And then, he gains his control later after he’s eaten his fill of Cullen!


Still, I find one interesting aspect. Normally, after mixing the bodies, Kiyen would always be the one who remains conscious, but this time it’s Cullen. So, when Cullen asks about Kiyen’s conditions afterward, this switching position somehow shows they are on equal footing now. The talk later just tells us how and how much they care for each other too.


But oh, the dragon traits! Those dragon scales used to come when Kiyen used too much power in Duke Lepelen’s territory (If I recalled it right?). But Cullen only asked about them, without telling he loved them I think?? How could Kiyen knows? Or Cullen didn’t speak out, but his actions showed? Is it because of his expression-and-emotion-full eyes?? Anyway, if Cullen kisses those scales, will Kiyen go wild too??? Hohohooo (:


Hmm, BUT Kiyen’s gone wild already anyway! Can Kiyen go any wilder? Oh, in that case, can Cullen handle this dragon?


But Cullen, though you always speak innocently and sincerely in bed, your words also are provocative, don’t you know? Even when you say Kiyen’s size is too big, the dragon has long seen your words as a way to seduce him already! Sooo, this can be highly dangerous when some dragon these days doesn’t have much self-control in bed. Even with healing power, you can be drained! This dragon now is an incubus incarnation!! Awwww, how he tastes your semen so deliciously???? Baddd dragoonnnn!


But oh, at least Cullen realises that he can use words to escape Kiyen's claws too! That phrase "You have engraved enough that I can no longer think of anything else" is somewhat unlike Cullen. Is it because even the most honest person has to find the way to survive in the claw of the starving dragon?


REPETITIONS OF EVERY LITTLE THING

Clearly, one of the greatest strengths of Flona lies in the use of details. They are indeed so interweaved that we need to see them closely.


The repetition of the very same events, concepts, and actions can express different meanings and convey different emotions and feeling when time passes. Among them, the dance, the sex, the intimate time at the lake, and the lover status are particularly meaningful.


[the dance]

Once in the palace, the cultured dragon wanted to teach Cullen how to dance as a way to pay his debt, but it turned out it showed how strong Cullen dislikes receiving people’s touch and being in close proximity with others to the point of choking. He even thought about stabbing the dragon with the sword to keep him from getting close. Indeed, our human felt Kiyen was too close and felt only stiffness then. While the dance was done through music simply yet beautifully created by the winds and birds, it seems to be just a rehearsal—unfamiliar and awkward.


But then, the village’s festival, their dance holds different meaning. Both look forward to the dance as the time to cherish together, and Kiyen teaches Cullen the dance as a gift in return for the happiness he is feeling. This time, instead of feeling the dragon is too close, Cullen keeps asking Kiyen to step closer. And while being in his beloved dragon’s arms, Cullen only feels fullness. He even feels the beauty and meaning of life by being together with Kiyen while feeling ordinary and normal. Also, the dance this time is complemented by the musician playing upbeat and romantic melody. 


What’s more? Kiyen also told Cullen to look into his eyes. But instead of feeling suffocated and blank, Cullen only feels loving and loved there (:


[the intimate time at the lake]

Their time at the lake is also recreated once more. In the past, their hearts were not yet properly connected. Cullen did know his own heart, and he also knew their relationship was on precarious ground. On the contrary, the feeling was still fleeting for Kiyen. Although the dragon wanted to be close to Cullen and he initiated all the touch, he didn’t understand how his heart felt. And in this way, even it seemed like they momentarily shared the heart, it later became a bittersweet memory. For Cullen, this is because right after that, Kiyen met Kia who completely held the dragon’s attention. And Kiyen only belatedly understood the value of happiness with Cullen in that night only after Cullen’s gone. So, the intimate time there seems to be only the end.


Again, in the side story, they have already cleared their own hearts, and so Cullen and Kiyen do understand how much each other means to them. This is especially true for Kiyen who has been forced to see the truth in such a bitter and brutal way. So, the time at the lake is not just about mixing their bodies but also about sharing their feelings and thoughts and opening up to each other, especially when they do talk in the hut. This means, with such clear hearts, the night can simply represent such contrasting outcome: this time it is the beginning of their new relationship. It is also interesting that the one who starts reaching out is Cullen as this subtly tells how he becomes in control. This not only means how Cullen’s heart has been melt during Part 2, but also how Cullen’s position equals to Kiyen now.


LOVER STATUS

Kiyen once used lover status with Cullen as he felt Cullen preferred clear definitions and certainties, but he strongly stressed that he didn’t and couldn’t love Cullen. That “no way” that replied back to Cullen easily represents Kiyen’s cold rationality. While saying that he allowed Cullen to call him a lover as long as Cullen lives, the tone is only authoritative as he only gave permission to Cullen. Yet it’s also dismissive since he said it’s only Cullen’s choice to accept it and didn’t really care how Cullen would react nor feel. Therefore, in Kiyen’s eyes, Cullen is replaceable, and this lover status was only short-lived, despite the fact that he increasingly enjoyed touching and being with Cullen. And for Cullen? Although he was sad about his one-sided love, he still felt gratitude towards having more connection with Kiyen. It’s clearly asymmetric love where one can hold influence over the other and have a say in defining everything, and this imbalance is painfully clear when Kiyen unilaterally decided to end the lover status too TT 


That’s why in another time, when Kiyen eventually understands how Cullen means to him after all the loss and estrangement, being a lover with Cullen reaches a new dimension. There, the status is no longer arbitrarily given, as Kiyen seeks permission from Cullen first and askes carefully in reverent and loving tone. And the feeling of an expendable lover who will be only connected when Cullen is alive has now become "my first and last, my only lover" even with the promise of not letting his human feel any regret in the future. In addition, here the uncaring and cold attitude in the past turn into anxiety when he waits for Cullen’s to reply to him. And when Cullen’s answer, the feeling this time also goes in full happiness with no disappointment nor regret like last time. What’s more is they have learnt about the mistakes in their previous relationship, and so they are even more careful and even willing to do better for each other. Indeed, Cullen’s unrequited love becomes mutual when Kiyen returns the heart Cullen has given with his own heart in the end.  Once Cullen thought of Kiyen as his saviour, his heart, and now Kiyen thinks of Cullen as his saviour, his heart as well (:


More importantly, now they are both proud to announce their relationship to the whole world. So, in the festival time the brooch becomes the concrete object to help symbolise and commemorate their status. It’s enchanting that the materials themselves are not extravagant, but the design and pattern of petals and a sword is meaningful for the two. It’s distinctly heart-warming that the dragon takes an active role when he pays for the brooch himself and even gives the whole Luna to the merchant while stating it is what his lover likes. Yes, this dragon lord is acting grand and generous!!! Also, it’s even more gladdening that Cullen finally fulfils his wish to buy a small item as a love token for both of them.  


HOME

And here home holds special meaning. It’s not just a place to return to, but a memory to form with your precious ones. I love that even when feeling enraged, disappointed and exhausted, Kiyen subconsciously settled down at Cullen’s birthplace as he was unknowingly rooted to the person. In a way, Cullen is home to Kiyen.


And when Cullen is revived, the act of reserving the hut and graves and of restoring the mountains becomes even more purposeful since he wants Cullen to be happy there.


As for Cullen, it’s hard to feel anything when he returns partly with his emotions sealed by the goddess, and partly with his feelings jaded by the dragon’s harsh words and actions. But when he opens up his heart, the place he returns is where he can slow down and stay still. It is where he settles down with his new-found family.


Indeed, home is both a place and a person for two of them.


CAOIRSERUS/ KIRARSHARUS

Every little thing Writer-nim puts in the story has always been meaningful! And it’s the same with these purple flowers. At first, Cullen and the flowers are alike because of their purple colour and because of Kiyen’s pampering joke. But later, the hypothesis that Cullen’s mother named him after the flower is true. Dedication and miracles are what make up Cullen, and what Cullen are to Kiyen as well. So, in a way, it is enchanting that this impression of the name is the family’s legacy that passes on when Cullen learns the loving message from his parents through the careful discovery of his lover. And the flower serves as a link between his past with his family, and his present and future with his lover…. Like the answer he gives back to Hope that "And that flower is a gift from my mother and my lover for me.".


(BUTT despite the proper spelling, I have long been more familiar with ‘Kirarsharus’ from chapter 127. Sorry the right spelling TT)


CULLEN AND HIS HERO'S JOURNEY

Cullen can be seen as a protagonist in classic mythological tales. His ordinary life changes when he returns to his hometown, just to receive a call to adventure from the goddess through the high priest Lassano. So, Cullen’s so-called adventure starts when he has to settle in the palace, and later when he goes on his long journey. During these periods, he meets and binds a contract with the dragon who somehow acts as his mentor and protector (and oh, yes, his lover! Oops!), as well as gathers colleagues, namely Lassano, Arne, and Ully.


Along the way lie numerous trials as Cullen and his party have to fight many evils and earn various allies while finding a true purpose for the journey. When he approaches the end of the journey, many ordeals are poured in, including estrangement with Kiyen, a test from the goddess, and even betrayal from Lassano.


But Cullen’s most agonising trial is proving his sincerity to the jaded dragon. This is not because Cullen has to sacrifice his life, but this is because he has to perform his act after the hateful treatment from his most precious person.


And still, this last and hardest ordeal continues when he is later revived and has to overcome his own feelings. Also, somehow, this ordeal becomes two-way since Kiyen belatedly realises Cullen’s significance to him and has to prove himself to Cullen instead this time.


However, unlike the classic mythological tales, his reward does not equal the grandiose fame throughout the empire nor the supreme title of a king. Instead, Cullen receives the only greatest reward he himself has ever wished for: the heart of his beloved dragon. And the idea is more emphasised when Cullen wants to return home with Kiyen in the end.


[further thought]

Although the story is somehow hinted to the ‘chosen one’ theme, Cullen’s role as ‘the child of fate’ doesn’t truly dominate the main plot. Even the goddess’ trust urges for the future emperor to travel, the decisions of the main characters indeed play much bigger role. Cullen decides to travel, and Kiyen also plans to leave the palace. In this way, such decisions then set the conditions for the two to interact with and therefore increasingly care for each other along the way as they have opportunities to learn about each other and later fall in love. Otherwise, without such conditions, they cannot open their heart for each other enough to sacrifice.   


 

 


 


AND NOW TIME TO GO EMOTIONAL, SENTIMENTAL, AND IRRATIONAL!!!!!!!!


Oh my goddd, what would I scream first???? In truth, if the reading time is too long, this is because I do absorb every single sentence and react wildly in the heart! It’s far beyond my wildest imaginationnnnnn! I don’t wanna scream EPICC, but everything is way too good!


HOW TO FEED THE FAMILY?

First of all, wowww, we can clear money problem for the family! This is so, so, so unparalleledddddd! I tried to think before how a human who is sensitive about small money and the dragon who is insensitive about big money can live harmoniously while raising 3 children… at that time, the only way possible seemed like having Cullen hunted animals and Kiyen grew herbs. (Cullen as a healer was out of question since Kiyen would not like his darling human to run around for other humans for sure!) and the real outcome turned out even more gracefully!


KIYEN CAN NOW BE A FAMILY RAISER BY BEING A FLOWER GROWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Wow, that’s so grand, and that’s so Kiyen! Congratulationsss dragon-nimmm! You soar so grand and so mighty in my eyes again! Such a proud man to raise a lover and 3 kids!! And the greatness about this career job is … Kiyen needs zero effort in making the flowers bloom! The dragon is simply like a high-end organic vegetable grower in the 21th century! He can grow selectively and sell expensively! This is so true that Kiyen’s products are so unique that no other growers can beat him, and he can sell with high prices! And what’s more? He even has a middle person who comes to collect the flowers and hands him money. Ancient flowers can be super good this way! And Kiyen, how many types of rare and already-extinct plants you have known in your near 2,000-year life?? Let’s bring them all back! Yeah! Let you and Cullen become flower tycoons then!


And it’s something for Cullen too. Remember this rustic child cares nothing about flowers, unless they are medicinal or edible? Now he at least has to know more about flowers unconditionally when he enters the flower industry, oops I mean when he stays with Kiyen (: How many ancient flowers he will know in the next 10 years? It has to be more than one Cullen flower, oops Kirsiarus flower, and Lucienne for sure!


But when talking about making money. It’s quite unexpected that the no-nothing-about-money-value dragon can sell flowers so expensively in the first place! Thank goodess Cullen do not have to so any threats to increase the flower’s value! Ahahaha! But then when Kiyen’s asked by Cullen to guard the flowers carefully, how can he not do it with all his might? Although many times this ancient dragon is wise and mighty, there are also times he’s so pure and innocent like a baby cat too. And by taking Cullen’s order seriously, he accidentally sells flowers with his beauty! Oh this scary beauty trap!! Ahahaa! I feel if the dragons want to earn extra money urgently, let’s have Kiyen, Black, White, and Cat (Or Gold??) stands in 4 corners of the town, money will sure fly almost immediately! But hmm, who can sell the most? The big dragon or the small dragons?? And oh, what if we turn this into a competition to gain Cullen’s praise? Kiyen and Gold will be surely super motivated!


WE NEED THE CAVEEEE!!

But we still haven’t seen the cave! We have to see how many precious stones one adult dragon has been collecting! Will it be enough to build another empire? If we see that dragons love shiny, pretty things, there will sure be many valuable items from the beginning! And can Kiyen adds precious gems from the empire into his cave during his captivity? If so, there should be even more priceless!


Too bad! It would be great if we were in the modern era, and Kiyen put all his treasure in the bank! Aww, imagine how much the interest will accumulate after this 1,500 years?  Kiyen can buy Hastens bed, and Cullen won’t say a thing! And all 3 kids will have Hastens bed of their own too (:


MORE OF NEW CHARACTERS

When the re-appearance of Selem and Hope in the side story were first mentioned in the tweet, I only imagined that they would just have a brief mention, but then their roles are quite prominent and permanent. They even had more roles than the old main characters like Ully and Lassano who only appeared in the first few chapters. But then, this also the way to signal the new direction somehow. Since Kiyen and Cullen are now living for themselves, they are to build relationships with new people and have normal slice-of-life aspects too.

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This is especially true that Hope becomes a middle merchant who helps sell flowers our independent grower Kiyen blooms and Selem becomes an occasional food supplier who rescues Kiyen from Cullen’s cooking! Oops!    


BUT THE OLD CHARACTERS?

Oh, no matter the story takes new turn, I still feel rooted to the old colleagues too! Maybe it’s like when Ully states that first coworkers are the best? Somehow Ully and Lassano and Arne are all also the hearts of the story, and I feel this five-piece group is also 오네죽 to me. So, when Cullen and Kiyen can find their happiness, I want Ully and Lassano to find theirs as well.


Yes, I feel it would be great if Ully can see Selem and Hope too. I feel although the two are just village girls, they are fortunate because they can grow up happily with love. Ully may find herself relaxed and feel what it is like to be a normal girl a bit. And maybe she can find the place she can escape from all the burdens and responsibilities too. Ully said she would come play, so Writer-nim, let her come enjoy the village life and see the beautiful flowers together please!


And oh, the weight of guilt and the need for atonement will always be heavy for Lassano. It is true that he hardly shows his own feelings, but I do feel for him when he says thank you for calling him a colleague, especially when we consider he has no one else in the world TT And the way he holds ully’s gift when saying goodbye is equally heat-wrenching too!   


Phew please! Ully and Lassano be happy too!


DRAGON PORNNN!

And awwwwwwwww! Chapter 30 is a chapter to be remembered! It had been long suspected that Kiyen enjoys making Cullen crying in bedddd! And the truth comes out finally! I mean it’s so clear that that bad dragon says him himself! It’s been confirmed!


“I won’t be able to make you cry for a while, so I have to watch a lot today” What? What? What? The dragonnnnnn! You are one big bad dragon! You are one meanie, meanie dragon! From the first time you were with Cullen, you seemed to be surprised to see expressionless Cullen have tears scattering on his face. But at that time, it’s more like a bit of observation and a bit of discovery. And now? Kiyen, you are far too addicted to that to turn back, and sometimes your obsession turned even BADDERRRRR!


Who says he would not never ever make Cullen cry again? And Cullennn, you are too indulgent in your precious dragon too much! You can’t let this happen! Let’s fight backkkkk! If you act serious and ask the dragon like who says he will never make me cry again. I bet we can see the go-bad-go-wild dragon goes hardened …. before he blinks his blue eyes and whispers his apology sadly to Cullen.

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But but…. later why I feel this friendly beast will act apologetic for 5 seconds and then continue to ‘bully’ Cullen happily??


Awww… poor Cullen. Your darling beast is having too much his own way in bed! And that’s also a scene when Cullen takes initiative! Ohhhh, my baby Cullen, how much that bad dragon is having his way with you that you can act this way?? But then, when it says Kiyen smiles. I can’t help wonder what kind of smile that dragon makes? Because before, I would see it like a happy and unbelievable, and even pure, smile from the dragon. But these days …. After this beast gets feral, I feel it can be a smug smile too!


But well, as Kiyen attacks innocent Cullen nonstop, seems like Cullen has become a better kisser? Cullen won’t go out of breath by now right? Oh, with the happy cooperation/education (?) from the dragonnn! This is good for you right? Lustful dragonnn!!!


And aww, Kiyen always wants to mark Cullen when they are in bed. Is this his own preference or the dragon/beast’s character? How many bites in one night by now???!!! But still, it’s a happy cooperation too since Cullen also wants Kiyen to engrave him! Naughty, naught Cullen (:     


Another thing I need to vent out! Since Kiyen always speaks bluntly, this trait also follows him in bed. And oh, it used to be rather straightforwardly as he observed Cullen’s expressions and reactions and speaks out his mind. But it’s gradually changed when they are together, and in the end, his blunt words have officially turned into kinky words! Haha! There’s also the fact that Kiyen likes Cullen to say shameless words too! Sooo, it has been dirty talk from the beginning, and it’s getting dirtier (:


But hmmm, maybe I shouldn’t blame only Kiyen? This is because Cullen is so naïve and inexperienced in bed that he tends to feel everything and bubble out everything in his mind. This is oh-so-true when Cullen usually cries “too big”, “too deep”, and “too much” with so many tears every time they mix their bodies. That’s why those frank and heartfelt words can stimulate Kiyen and make Kiyen addicted to hearing Cullen’s screaming/sobbing/begging cries.  


And when I expected steamy bed scene, I didn’t know it could turn dragon porn tooo! Love it, love it, and love it! But poor Cullen! Though we end the age of self-sacrifice, my innocent boy remains a dragon’s sacrifice still! Oh, who says that the male body is not his taste??? Now one particular dragon is having Cullen as his snack, appertiser, main course, and dessert wherever and whenever he wants to!


(Aww, except when the children are around! Ahaha! A year of agony for Kiyen will start soon! But hmm, even then I feel Kiyen will still find a way to have his time with Cullen anyway. He can’t help it! This lustful dragon may lure Cullen out and fly him away to somewhere wicked! And even he can hold on for a year, he will become TOO ferocious later. And our Cullen will need to grasp for his breath then!)   


(But IF he flies Cullen out, and the children follow him …… !)


And this means Cullen’s status has permanently changed from "A DRAGON TAMER" to "A DRAGON FEEDER"????? Only he needs to feed his body to the desire/lust/libido-full dragonnnn!


And this dragon even creates a toy in bed. I fear if their relationship became clear when they were in the market in Linden, and merchants approached them with accessories/goods for lovers, how many wicked items Kiyen would then buy? It may be quite fortunate for Cullen that the dragon didn’t taste Cullen at that time yet. But ohh, with the prospect of the new family trip, oops, adventure, how many markets they will encounter along the way? And how many strange things Kiyen will buy?? Oh no my dear Cullen! Confiscate the dragon’s money right now!!


However, we all know that the most important element the dragon wants Cullen to feed him most is love, right (: ? 


“Feed me with your affection, feed me with your attention, feed me with your gentleness, and only you can make me happy (: “


Nonetheless, hmmm, I can’t help thinking about this—if it’s a classic dragon tribute, and Cullen is chained to the stake/rock/etc. Will one dragon fly quickly, if not immediately, to snatch Cullen away? This sure be a sight to behold! Ahahahaaaa! Have fun in the dragon’s lair my dearest Cullen! The dragon will have his wicked way with you, and you will have freedom to do anything except cooking!


But oh, now Kiyen learns how to take of clothes instead of tearing them off finally??? Is it Cullen’s education (nagging?? and complaining??) or Kiyen’s self-enlightenment?


But why they never have sex in the bed properly? Or you won’t show us Writer-nim??? Even with the blankets on, the floor will still be too hard especially when Kiyen is pushing hard! You have to be considerate for Cullen too!


Still, don’t get me wrong! I really enjoy reading about the make-out on the blankets. Such a notion indeed gives a feeling of lovers’ hide-away really well and beautiful too!


 But aww, if we don’t have a real sturdy bed, it might not survive Kiyen’s strength?? Oh no, the dragon has the great tendency to break furniture (apart from tearing clothes!). Thank you rare flowers for making lucrative income for this wasteful dragonnn! 


 Another thing is … Kiyen paints according to his mood of the day. What if, what if, one day he declares he wants to paint Cullen naked????? Oh nooo! My prince Cullen, cool and collected! I know you can NOT turn down the request of your beloved dragon, no matter how unreasonable he seems! So, please, make sure the children will not see those paintings later! And let’s pray that wicked dragon will not ask for your portraits in erotic theme later on!  


LET’S GO PDA!!

With I-don’t-care attitude, Kiyen has been doing what he pleases from the beginning. But when he feels for Cullen, it also becomes I-don’t-care-about-other-humans attitude too. Hmm, or should we say I-only-care-about-my-Cullen attitude when Kiyen’s eyes only see Cullen and he enjoys touching Cullen oh-so-much? But now, this dragon wants to touch Cullen as much as he can, and the innocent holding hand and hugging can even turn into kissing and near making out! We have earlobe-biting and finger-sucking too! Ahahaha! Public display of affection is real for the dragon! He doesn’t have a concept of where or when anyway (:


 And even Cullen is shy at first. He’s now proud to shower affection to his precious dragon whenever and wherever too! When the love is reciprocal, the feeling of shame and regret has long gone, and when touching the dragon is good, why hold back?????


Poor Ully, Lassano, Selem, and Hope! (And to some degree Celen! And the unfortunate merchants!) You are to survive being single like thisss!


FOOD FIGHT

Oh my god, we saw Cullen take initiative in cooking when the journey began, and we thought Cullen cooked the meal out of duty, but somehow it’s clear now that it has become out of love?? This ex-mercenary wants to feed his beloved dragon with his love-packed food, and this somehow becomes his life mission now! Cooking even comes before Kiyen’s disturbance in the town, and even money! But too bad, his affection and devotion can’t be received at the other end!


I don’t know whose side I should take this time! The problem is that Cullen is one rustic child … an ex-mercenary who ran around the empire fighting evil. And since he’s always on the road, imagine the quality of food a group of fighters makes? It’s mostly hearty for sure, but tasty we question? And on the other side, we have this dragon-nim! A cultured creature like Kiyen always enjoy finest things, combined with the fact that he’s locked in the palace, his taste bud is seriously high! To please such a picky beast, the rustic Cullen needs to work harder!


But somehow I wonder about this too! If Kiyen can be so good in everything he does, can he be good at cooking too? At first, when I read in Flona’s tweets that there would be a fight when cooking, I imagined that both Cullen and Kiyen were trying to cook their own dish in some kind of competition. But oh now … the competition was not real. But the fight is so real. So real it’s funny that this is the only issue Cullen won’t be let Kiyen away easily. He will be indulgent with everything Kiyen does, even when Kiyen turns ferocious and demanding in bed. But never about cooking! This is something that can cause family problems!


But Kiyennnn! Somehow your standard is too high? According to Cat/Gold, at least Cullen does not completely burn the omelette? Oh, or we should say that the cooking standard of a band of the so-called fighters (including Cullen!) is too poor? This is too disheartening! But then back from cooking aspect, we have more reason to rescue the kids from killing monsters. It’s sad to kill living creatures, and it’s sadder to endure bad foodddd!


ALSOOOOO, IF we think in long term, IFF the young dragons grow up eating food cooked by a group of fighters and by Cullen, will their taste bud go downhill??? This sounds scary since they will think that Cullen does make delicious food and eat it happily. And this means Kiyen will be the only one in the house who feels the food is not quite right! Oh the Papa Dragon will be isolated from the rest of the family this way??? No! No! No!


 And there’s also Kiyen’s fear of unfamiliar food. Well, not so sure if we should call it PHOBIA instead, or if we should consider it just the fear of food in particular. But then the dragon seems super reluctant when he finds new food?   


So, Kiyen-nimm, do the cooking please! LOLLLL   


PS. Oh, then it seems that the only issue Cullen won’t spoil Kiyen is cooking, while Kiyen will only do what he wants to do in bed (:


 KIYEN’S OBESSION WITH THE HEDGEHOG

Although Kiyen compares Cullen’s act of hiding himself under the ‘expressionless’ to the hedgehog hiding under its spines, this comparison eventually holds a special meaning in Kiyen’s heart that a hedgehog is basically a very small and cute creature. But does it have go the degree of magical? Now everything relating to a hedgehog is good. Oh, how Kiyen goes on his happy imagination without hearing what Cullen says.     


Hmm, to summarise, the side story could be “a tale of a dragon who loves a hedgehog and a hedgehog who loves a dragon.”


But oh, dragonnn! If you imagine how someone is cute when he was young, you are hopeless beyond redemption! But oh, actually, Cullen has such a weakness towards mini Kiyen too!


 MUTUAL JEALOUSY

Kiyen has long wanted to occupy Cullen for himself—to the point he doesn’t want Cullen to speak to others at all. In the past, he became upset even when Ully started talking to Cullen, and the act of drifting around his human changed to the beast bordering the realm. There were also situations where this dragon doesn’t like Cullen to show his smiles nor pay attention to others. But then Kiyen didn’t understand his feelings and seemed to dismiss them as his usual irritation toward humans (or we can even call it his usual irritation toward the world!).


As for Cullen, he did know his heart, but he also knew he couldn’t wish for more in his position. The only time he admitted his jealousy over Kia, it only led to their lover status broken up. Therefore, he tends to keep everything inside even more.


So, when Selem and Hope show up again in the side story after both Kiyen and Cullen clear their heart, they also act as triggers for the two. Yes, seeing Kiyen with Hope makes Cullen jealous, and seeing Cullen with Selem makes Kiyen jealous. But then this time, they do trust each other’s heart, and they can also speak out their minds and tell each other how they feel. And it’s most endearing that Cullen think it seems disrespectful for jealous when their hearts are connected too.   


Yet it turns out that the dragon possesses a lot of jealousy! Somehow the degree seems to FARRR exceed Cullen’s! Somehow when Kiyen grabs the coat for Cullen to wear over a shirt, I can’t help feeling he doesn’t like to have Cullen reveal his flesh to others too! And oh, this time the beast is not just bordering his territory. But he is claiming his territory loud and clear! He always snatches Cullen into his arms, but now? This beast even declares that the three young dragons are their children! Oh Kiyennn! That’s the way to clear all the love rivals permanently and effectively!


 But oh, 오네죽 is in a way the book of karma. Do you plan for this too Writer-nim? When Cullen feels forever sad that Kiyen seems to open up for Kia so easily, Kiyen later feels bitter than Cullen opens up to Ully too. And his bitterness is even mixed with grudging gratitude since Ully helps the dragon to get his human back too…     


 (And still, 오네죽 is also the book of consistency! Ully is always and forever the Mother Hen who tries her hardest to protect little innocent chick Cullen from the big dragon named Kiyen too! Too bad this little chick doesn’t follow the Mother Hen’s advice but run after his heart to the dragon!)


NEW KIYEN

Although Kiyen appeared omnipotent and grandiose in Part 1, he becomes bitter and sullen in Part 2 to the point that I mostly remember him as a sulking kitty there. Aha, the grand dragon with 30-meter wingspan who flies mightily and soars high in the sky turns into a 30-centimeter cat who always cries sadly in the dark corner TT


Still, this time in Part 3 (AKA the side story!) Kiyen is back with his grand self again! Wow! Standing ovation to the dragon! He’s becoming responsible and reliable while being gentle and considerate too! It’s cute that he is willing to do the chores previously done for Cullen because he wants to spoil Cullen like the time Cullen wanted to please him. What’s more? Instead of doing what he pleases, Kiyen sees Cullen’s signs first before acting. And he now cares so much about Cullen’s feelings. This is especially such in the most sensitive topic like cooking, where Kiyen even learns to not speak bluntly, but tries to circumvent instead.


(And well, if Kiyen accuses Cat of abandoning the dragon’s pride, it is actually Kiyen who does exactly just that! Not telling the truth can be considered lying too! And so, Kiyen, you are indeed abandoning the dragon’s pride to show Cullen well!!)   


Furthermore, Kiyen also wants to be dependable in the matter of money. He knows Cullen is sensitive about money. So, when he cares about Cullen deeply, he wants to have Cullen live with ease and spoils his precious human with everything possible too. Still, too bad, his message about his wealth has not taken effects on Cullen. Cullen, see the cave and change your mind! This is a millionaire dragon! And you hit the jackpot! He’s wealthy enough with the gems to spend in the entire life, and now he’s the flower tycoon too!


Still, whenever Kiyen tries to tell Cullen that his darling human does not have to live tight with money because he can provide when Cullen tries hard to support the family, I can’t help thinking about love across classes, whether it is the refined and cultured grand noble VS the unpolished and rural peasant boy, or the rich and extravagant CEO VS the down-to-earth and live-by-monthly-salary office worker! Let their different mindsets on money blend so harmoniously then (:


 (MORE REASONS FOR KEEPING KIYEN?)

Oh, the dragon is especially useful as a dust vacuum. All the more the reason why Cullen should keep Kiyen (:     


And hmm, he doesn’t eat meat well. He only eats flowers, vegetables, and bulbous plants. He doesn’t dress much — only his white robe! We can consider Kiyen eats cheap and dresses cheap! It’s economically reasonable to have him as a lover!


But oopsie, he SHOPS expensively actually! Oh the balance scale destroys! Lol! And we might need to dress him in other clothes too! Hmm, hmm, Cullen may find a new hobby to see Kiyen looks different every day? Hahaha!


KIYEN’S POSE!

But despite becoming a new dragon, I think I’ve found a pattern! Hmm, Kiyen always leans against something when he first appears, or is discovered, in the scene. This dragon will just lean against the door, the window, the tree, and everything. And sometimes even with his arms folded too! Back in the palace, when he seeks Cullen for the dance lesson, he leans against the long window in the drawing room. While waiting for Cullen to heal the injured mercenaries, this dragon also leans against the tree. And oh, while Mama Dragon and the youngest kid goes out talking, Papa Dragon leans against the cabin door when they return! Are you trying to act aloof and cool dragonnn (: ???


(DID HE FALL FIRST?)

In retrospect, despite seeing Cullen falls head over heels for Kiyen, Kiyen’s feelings for Cullen might also happen at the same time, or even before Cullen? The act of giving name made one dragon felt positive towards one human, and one human became dazzled with the dragon’s overflowing happiness. Oh, but remember it’s Kiyen who approached first, whether in their first dance at the palace, kissing in the mine, or even kissing at the Exion’s estate. Still, this is a big bad wild cat who enjoys drifting near the human with tsundere face! He loves teasing the contact-averse Cullen, but he will not admit that. Oh, I would say he’s been courting Cullen in his own way from the start (:


Only that …. the one who stays true to his feeling and speaks first is Cullen...   


NEW CULLEN

Oh, but it is necessary to scream about the new Cullen too! Let’s call him Version 3.0! (And oh we too have Kiyen 3.0 tho! Haha!) So, gone are avoiding and burying feelings, our shy hedgehog has learnt to confront them all. Indeed, he becomes straightforward and vocal towards his inner feelings as shown in his sincere talk with Kiyen, and in his attitude towards raising the young dragons when he does not want Cat/Gold to suppress his fear and depression.


Somehow, it also seems Cullen and Kiyen meet half way (or becoming each other?). Indeed, the hedgehog is becoming more direct, while the big cat is becoming more considerate!


Still, one thing will never change for Cullen—his money-conscious mind! Oh, it’s normal for the former prince to manage the money during the journey. Buttt … what does it mean when Lassano says Cullen uses the household account book? He carried that during the trip too? And my princely Prince Cullen was recording the expense fervently over the camp fire/ during their break? Oh! Oh! Oh! With his mercenary family, Cullen was indeed the money keeper too? My lovely Cullen!!! 


SMITTEN CULLEN

The trait that we do love whenever Cullen is with his precious dragon is back! Our ex-prince is super happy when he has his dragon by his side, and everything is good just because of this dragon! And now, when Kiyen also loves him back, his mood becomes even brighter! Hmm, Kiyen acting cold towards human is cute! Kiyen showing only special appearance to him only is cute! Everything Kiyen does is cute, cuter, and cutest! 


Oh imagine Cullen in this digital age? In his accounts, from rarely posting in the past, now Cullen is venting his feelings many times a day with only sweet words for his dragon — photoes of Kiyen painting with caption like “Kiyen is perfect in anything he does” or “He is a picture himself”, pure tweeting words like “Kiyen acting cute is really cute” and “Kiyen holding Lucienne in white robe is amazing” and “I like Kiyen smiling”. Oh myyyy, how others will react? Kiyen sure comes like these tweets and/or Instagram posts. But from time to time, Ully and Lassano might be the only two to dare break their sweetnesss like “Please get a room” and “Do spare a single dog” respectively! Hahaha! 


And oh, what if Cullen in the 21th century logs in into cooking/ advice forum and posts messages like “My beloved won’t eat what I cook well. Seek advice …”


NEW THEM

Now their relationship goes symmetric as they are on equal ground. And it’s becoming normal for Cullen to initiate the touch without asking for Kiyen’s permission as in the past. So, when Kiyen subconsciously asks for praise when he does good deeds, Cullen can’t help but patting the dragon’s head. While Kiyen’s act tells us he needs to seek confirmation and approval from Cullen, Kiyen is loosening up as well. He no longer has to act formidable in front of humans just to gain respect (if not fear) from then, act aloof just to separate himself, or act indifferent just to not feel. So, he can become ordinary and happy with Cullen. So, we can see this oh-so-mighty creature acting cute as a norm now! He loves to go seek love and comfort (love and attention actually!) from Cullen wherever and whenever he can, especially when leaning on Cullen’s shoulder. And oh, such behaviour implies that no one is superior to the other now—Cullen makes Kiyen smile so easily, and Kiyen makes Cullen happy just permanently (:


US, ONE OF A KIND

Kiyen had long wanted to find his own race — not only in the sense that only creatures of the same kind should mix together because he always observed animal groups in nature, but also in the sense that those from the same type will protect each other because he felt he was used and betrayed since he was not of human kind.


 But he now understands the true love is beyond that when he meets his only person. And so, he becomes proud when he is half a dragon without immortality, and Cullen too becomes half a human with divine power. And both Kiyen and Cullen even feel they had been alone in the past just to meet their missing piece and complete each other in the end (:   


 Oh, Kiyen says Cullen is the only one with 5-syllable name, and Cullen thinks his dragon is the only one with 6-syllable name. So, in a way, their names are also pet/ endearing names in themselves indeed. No need for sweetheart, darling and the like, as it’s also unique with “my most precious person” and “my dedication and miracle” just by addressing Kiyen and Cullen (:”     


 But hmm, Cullen, do you still feel the need for Kiyen to call you as “Len” by now?


DISCRIMINATION FOR CULLEN (DISCRIMANATION AGAINST OTHER PEOPLE)

It’s too easy for any outsiders to see how much Cullen means to Kiyen from long time ago. While it is true Cullen was Kiyen’s contract binder, Kiyen also treats Cullen with extra care. Whenever Cullen is injured, the dragon himself holds Cullen in his arms. On the other hand, when Lassano was bleeding, he only used magic to lift the then high priest in the air! Oops! This discrimination is real! Or if we want a clearer evidence, when Cullen was parting with Ully, Kiyen gave a small lizard to Ully and Cullen each. And oh, the one with Ully simply acts coldly, whereas the one with Cullen is acting cute—approaching and rubbing our human’s neck. (And what’s more? We m-u-s-t call Ully’s lizard Kiyen’s magic, and only the one with Cullen can be called Small Kiyen!) But oh, I wonder if Cullen will separate from Kiyen enough that Small Kiyen will be used to communicate? And hmm, this guardian uses rather harsh tone with his young charges (Gold in particular!), and yes, he turns soft when he is talking with his first and only love.


 And we do know the world is truly an unfair place!


 ANIMAL COMPARISON

One thing that makes 오네죽 a little more unique is the comparison with animals above anything else! It’s normal to compare Kiyen with a beast since he’s one himself. But then other human characters are also mentioned in that way too, such as Ully who are contrasted with a searching beast when she sees Cullen and Kiyen together in the room. And yet, the most endearing aspect is using other animals as well. Therefore, we see Cat jumping like a quick squirrel when he hugs Cullen, and we see Kiyen as a surprised rabbit after he realises Cullen is upset.  



 DRAGON TRAITS & SCENTS

Well, suddenly I have been curious about this! What is the typical characteristic(s) of the dragon race in 오네죽? It is said that dragons in the past were aggressive since they were the creations of Archesis and contained the spirit of destruction. But then, if we talk about genetics VS environment, it is more likely that the latter will win. Well, theoretically, if they were blessed with eternal life, and there were too many of them, it was easy to imagine that they would have to fight for resources, and the fight would be especially fierce when humans were created as a new race. Therefore, dragons would just have to kill humans not just for fun, but for resources too! Even dragons may not need to eat (if we take Kiyen as an example), the conflicts for land must be real.


Then when it comes to Kiyen, it is very much nurture before nature. This is because he is the one of his kind, and so this dragon has to learn to be aloof and indifferent when there were no other dragons for him. Later, when he loves Cullen, it is quite obvious that his characteristic will easily turn into possessiveness since there has never been anyone who cherishes him enough, and Kiyen wants to be assured that Cullen only belongs to him alone.


Then we have the three little endearing dragons. Hmm, I feel, since they were born in group, it’s natural for them to be cooperative and sometimes dependent for one another. This is oh true that they are still young, and therefore they are both innocent and curious about the world while having compassion they learn when staying together. And aww, if nurture prevails nature in this play, it is a must to raise them well and let them be good and be high-quality big dragons in the future! So, Papa Dragon, Mama Dragon, Nanny Dragon, do your bestest in taking care of Black, White, and Gold!


Oh yeah, still, is it natural for the dragons to have their own scent? Kiyen has gentle lily scent, while Cat has subtle grass scent. How about the other two? What kind of trees (or not?) scent Black and White have? And I also wonder, does Kiyen think Cullen has his own scent too? If Kiyen thinks Cullen’s voice makes him feel like swimming in the night sea, and if the sea is what he’s once longing, will Cullen smell like the sea to him (: ??


THE KIDS’ TURN TO RETURN HOME + RAISE THEM RIGHT

Well, Cat mentions that he wins the first place in this order to return home, and White and Black come the second and the third. Still, from their personalities, I feel suspicious that the big brother Black, this wise and perceptive little dragon of mine, knows the needs of other people, and therefore he lets the order for the one who needs the break most? That’s why the little brother can visit home the first?


But ohh, Black, please don’t be little adult dragon! Please Mama Dragon come spoil him too! And hmm, I want someone to especially spoil him. If Gold is a bit favoured by Cullen who can’t help go softened for mini Kiyen, and White belongs to Lassano Camp, can Kiyen feel indulgent towards this responsible boy? But then, is there the slightest, smallest chance that Kiyen can see other being too? Aww, may we have to leave our hope in Auntie Ullyyy??? Someone come spoil Black pur-lease!!!!


But first of all, we need to rescue the children from child labour and taste bud abuse! This won’t be very healthy for the young children in long run, particularly when the treatment will affect their long dragon life! Let the children see more than mountains and forests and desolate land too! Their lives should be more than trees and plants and monsters! So, let Papa Dragon and Mama Dragon arrange this family trip to the sea! How the little adorable three will react? They will sure marvel at the endless water like their Papa Dragon does (:


And oh, if this 5-piece family visits the market together. How can Cullen keep order? Imagine that all the 4 dragons can’t stop looking around? Papa Dragon and Big Brother Black will sure be expressionless, but then the Youngest Gold will sure run away with White (“:


We may need more helping hands in managing the children in the markettttt! Post recruit request now!


And another aspect similarly urgent is that the three dragons need to have the right sense of money! Well, Papa Dragon is too extravagant and Mama Dragon is too restrained! And if we ask Nanny Dragon, he is also in lavish camp in the past! Awww! How can we find the right balance for the young ones? If we give them money and let them wander in the market, can they use money at all?


But somehow, in this child-raising side, since Kiyen plans to have the children weed for their sugar/candies, children sure grow up knowing the value of money I hope!  


MAP AND CHAPTERS

Oh yes, I really, really love the map! It simply helps us see how extensive the journey has been! And I must admit I am really, really happy that the names are in English—really help me for the right spelling TT And I just know how to spell Lassano correctly! But oh, there’s Cullen’s town, and Lassano’s town, and I was quite surprised that there’s no record for Ully’s town in the map too? (Maybe I will know I miswrite her name all along too TT)


And oh, so in love with the chapter titles too! Should I admit that I did scream inside when I saw them all? These even make the richness to the story! (But in a way, they are hints too (:) So, I love how you represent the fire concepts, from Ember, Flame, Fire, to Blaze, which can tell about the intensity of the journey and Kiyen-Cullen’s relationship. And then, you contrast them with the ideas of A Wall of Iice, which also act for the setback of Cullen’s feelings and his relationships with Kiyen (and to some extent, the barrier that Kiyen faces!) … before the Crack comes, following by Avalanche that Melt Ice.


And the finishing touch, Get back to home, with you, is especially expressive! Oh! Love everything!


Love the chapter pages too! The black pages with mediaeval feel (:


LAST MESSAGE

I thought I would be satisfied with the side story, but the truth is … I still want to see more of Cullen and Kiyen. I feel I can give them no privacy as I oh-so-want to peek into their daily life and everything, even when they are in bed! Oh! This side story is not just an extension to the main story, but the complement to make the main story even more meaningful. I can go back and read the main part with even more appreciation because everything Writer-nim has written is full of many hidden meanings behind. Also, I feel when going back and forth, I can understand Cullen’s and Kiyen’s feelings even better. So, 오네죽 will always be my Korean-learning bible for a long, long time I promise! (And perhaps the only reason I now go on Korean study!!!!!!!!)  

Tuesday, 1 September 2020

오네죽 212 epilogue

Wowww, love the sense that it’s an epilogue! So it can nicely wrap everything and let us see the afterward (:

THIS IS THE BEST ENDING ONE CAN EVER HOPE FORRR!

Small yet simple happiness is so beautiful!

Awww, we have seen crises, we have seen disasters, but this time we can see peace! It’s a very meaningful way to end the story truly!

And ohhh, what? This I’m-in-love-so-I’m-happy Cullen is back! Awww, long time no see! And long time miss him! The familiar and so missed see-Kiyen-and-feel-good behavior is also there! Now he sees the sleeping peacefully Kiyen, and he’s just smiling happilyyy! And even Ully’s and Lasano’s words can no longer make Cullen shy! Yes, Cullen’s leveled up, and he’s ready to show his love to the whole world people!

Congratulations, dragon-nimmm! Your long-awaited dream come true!

 

And haha, it’s like the old days when they quarrel with trivial things— haha, it seems sad saying who will die first, and then with Lasano’s counter on Ully living for a hundred year! With these two together, they can turn every minor thing into a crazy topic! Too bad, Kiyen is sleeping, else we have one more person quibbling in the childish argument too! (Who knows this mighty dragon can be narrow-minded? Ohhh, no, wait a minute, Cullen knows! Hahaha! Back to the days in the palace!)

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Oh my Cat! You are so passionate again! Was the baby Kiyen like this too??? Haha! Now you are declaring war against the monsters and the disasters befalling humans! Why these three so cute? Cat wants to prevent danger. White hates seeing dying lives. And Black says he has eternity. Oh!

But let’s admit one thing, Cat! Your name won’t fit in set nicely. Let me call you Gold like before! Hahha! Or! We change White’s name to Fish, and Black’s name to Bat. How about this? Then we have animal name sets! Hahhaa!

— I’m sorry, children!

But oh, so it means that in this criminals’ meeting and gathering, Lasano will continue tending the young dragons then? Aha, once you are Nanny Dragon, you are Nanny Dragon forever. I get that!

Oh hahahaaa! I thought Cat would see the smiling Cullen as pretty because he never sees Cullen smile. But wanting to marry Cullen? Oh noo! I can’t stop laughing like crazy! Cat, you need to cherish your life! Ahaha! Can you see Kiyen’s face harden in an instant??

"Cullen doesn't deal with a weak and small dragon like you."

Oh, Kiyen! While I say you are good at petty arguments above, I change my mind! I will enthrone you at King of Petty Mind by now!

And it’s to fight childish act with childlike act! With Kat’s reply!!

Who teaches the childrennnnn??? Was it really Lasanoo? If so, the little dragons’ young and innocent minds will be corrupted even more when they spend time with Lasano in this waste land!

More, Ully is not good influence for children either! Awww, the word Kiyen’s lover and the like is still ringing in my ears.

Oh, somehow Mama Dragon Cullen seems to be the best candidate in raising young dragons! No corrupted mind for sure! But the little ones can be too naïve like him instead? Ohhh!

And awww, this PDA! Cullen and Kiyen are so sweet to each other despite many people around! Cullen’s leveled up for sure!

And everything funny-haha is here! There’s going to the market. And let’s see who will get scammed? But oh, if the dragon follows Cullen around, nothing will be overpriced, right? Cullen who is price-conscious will be there to bargain for him! This housewife-like Cullen will cut the price of everything down in half for sure!

But then it would be nice to see market scene! It must be hilarious! Hahaha!

And the ending is so good! I’m happy that it ends with Cullen’s peace of mind.

Thank you for this magically enthralling story again Writer-nim! The way you convey the feelings of the characters and the development of the events are even more powerful with your story-telling narration. And oh, every element I love is packed in it! You know I can’t praise you enough!

Gonna miss them till the side-story comes up! But aww, all the characters are alive in my head as always!

Thank you (:


Monday, 31 August 2020

오네죽 208-211

—208—

Honestly, will everyone who knows Cullen and Kiyen before think these three dragons are their love products? Somewhat I feel Kihelen thinks this way too! Oh yes, those who can’t find any trace of Cullen and Kiyen sure believe they are busying bearing and raising kids!

        

It sounds grand when you say the last prince of the royal family! Oh, the last prince and the last dragon (well, dragons version 1.0) are together! Yeah! Yeah!

Oops, what I tried to say is it’s heart-warming to see Moet try to return the grace. I feel touched every time when Cullen’s acts can change other people—just like a drop of water dripping in the still pool and bringing better change! Cullen is clean and capable just like that!

During 3 years, everybody has changed, and the world has changed indeed. And oh, I love how the characters make the better person of themselves. And it’s beautiful because the story touches more than just a love story.

Lasano, you are the one who will live forever with guilt and self-hatred. He seemed to stay true to this belief at that time of betrayal, but how many times he has regretted that decision? And it’s to the point of wanting to die. Strange that even though he committed such awful act, I didn’t really hate him.

The so-called last words to Cullen are so miserable. And there’re also words reminding Cullen to cherish time with Kiyen too. Aww, I hope that there is happy ending waiting for Lasano too. He may commit sin, but he’s atoning it, and awww the children love him!  

In the end Cullen couldn’t sleep, especially when Kiyen’s not returned yet! Oh, Kiyen is missing, but this absence can make Cullen think and see what is really inside his heart … before he understands his feelings.

 

But monsters! You are bad at timing! How come you lots arrive when Cullen is about to speak his feelings to Kiyen??? You deserve to die, not because you are ferocious monsters, but because you are moment interrupters!


—209—

Ohh, Ully, the situation is tense! And what did come out of your mouth? Warn Kiyen if he ever hurts Cullen again?? You are always and forever one mother hen protecting Cullen the innocent and naïve baby chic! Ahaha!

Still, it’s strange that the little dragon with the most attachment to people is White, instead of our sentimental Cat. But this makes the story even richer! The “Don’t die, everyone” statement is simply yet conveys his heart well.

But hmm, I’m not sure because I read in Chrome, and it’s not really mentioned. Is White a boy? Or it is a girl?? Somehow the personality is more girk-like.

BUT BUT BUT who steals the show here is Kiyen! Oh my god, that act of lightly kissing Cullen’s forehead! Kiyennnn!    

 "As you wish, I will make the world where your precious people can live."

"I haven't got your permission until here, but please forgive me only once."

"I thought I was crazy because I wanted to touch you like this." 

Oh my, my, my! These are the best combos to do the damage to Cullen’s heart! And the moment is both sincere and tender to no end.

 

But too bad, we have Ully to cut inn! What is a dragon who won’t go anywhere without you? Hahaha! Ully, you are truly, truly Cullen’s best friend, as the way only the BAD best friend can interrupt the couple!

But thennn, oh my god, I have such a bad thought for this too! I love your steamy scenes too as they always indicate the progress in their relationship. I wonder how Kiyen will behave in the side stories? Surely, this dragon can’t be calm and collected like he used to be! Will the dragon turn WILD??? Whenever the sentences like "I thought I was crazy because I wanted to touch you like this.” and "I thought it was crazy to want to do this." come, I always feel too curious about what will happen in their bed! Awww, dying to see that in November! Myy! Let’s hope I can read more in Korean at that time! Haha!

 

But ohh humans, you don’t understand monsters at all! They are not here to fight with human race, but run for their lives too! That’s why it’s easy to kill them!

But Kaiken is coming! And sadly, the brave knights and mercenaries volunteering with all their heart to fight are dismissed easily! But antsss, you can’t fight the elephant this way! It’s best that you run away as fast as you can and as far as you can. So this way, we can reduce the number of casualties!

HOWEVERRRR, CULLEN!! WHO TEACHES YOU TO RUSH TOWARDS DANGER LIKE THAT?????? We know your death won’t come again because you are the protagonist! Oops, haha, because the divine power will save you, but you still cause such a near-heart-attack reaction in readers!!

THIS WON’T DOO!  


—210—

Kaikennn, you red disaster! 

Ohh the tear-provoking scene comes again! Oh nooo! Lasano! You can’t cut yourself off like that! I know you want to end your life to release your guilt, but your death will make many people distressed! You have to live and learn to be happy too! And it’s even more touching when Cullen can let go of his resentment feeling and accept Lasano again!

            

The development looks promising especially with Cullen’s confidence in his newly-possessed power. But it is ruined again! What is “I don’t wanna die alongside with Cullen, Kiyen will be angry like fire”??? Oh my god, Lasano, when you first showed up in Chapter One, I did think of you as a high and mighty high priest, and as time passes by, what has you given me?? You only reduce to loose and lousy mouse somehow! But ha, I still love your crazy and wacky attitude every time you open your mouth and release such BADDDD words!    

AWWW, KIYENNNN-NIMMM GOES TOP FORM AGAINNN! In the dragon form, he shows humans how magnificent and omnipotent one dragon can be! This is so befitting of the once-guardian dragon!! Standing ovation for himmm!

Hohohooo, Kaiken seems to be unstoppable for small humans, but he’s nothing compared to the GREAT dragon! Yes, Dragonn-nimm, show humans who deserved reverence, rather than distrust and fear! And you have to IMPRESSS Cullen even more! Put more damage to Cullen! Yess dragoonnn!

But IF I have to go baddd! I will say that Kiyen can do this because he is powered up from the light kiss the chapter before! Haha, had they still not talked, Kiyen would have not had energy to turn grandiose!

Remember the miserable   crying bitterly in the dark corner? Well, yes, they are the same person! Hahaha! 


—211—

My favourite Wise Black, you always convey such important information to Cullen! What would we do without you??? How many times you help Mama Dragonn?? Oh, I wish you have more roles!

And oh, Cullen has become more honest to his own feelings. When others ask if it’s okay, and he is not instinctively say it is okay back!

Moreover, there’s an act of brainstorming and helping with all they can. Ully is so sweet when she says “I like taking a little risk and being happy together rather than making everyone happy with one sacrifice.” And when everyone is trying to help, it reminds me of the time the five of them were traveling together and trying to solve the imminent crises. Awww, this is what friends and colleagues are for at such moments indeed!

And it’s so magical and fantasy-like to travel through a teleporting scroll! Aww, thank you we have this! Even better than finding the runaway horse! Thank you Khihelen! You finally do something meaningful in the lines!

But then, I was wondering … if Khihelen keeps Silfi/ Yurisis's scroll with her as a keepsake, and not as an escaping means? If so, the act of sacrificing such an important item makes Khihelen even better in our eyes? And the fact that she can’t use it is because she has no place she wants to go T__T

Still, this makes me wonder how Isis could reach out for the cast-out god in the first place. She is indeed desperate for revenge! Awww, blame it all on that mad dog emperorrr!

                                               

But we must admit one thing! Rushing to stop Kiyen from sacrificing himself is even more dreadful than fighting Kaiken!!

The dragon knows he is clumsy, and he always chooses to act silently instead of speaking out loud. And many acts can go unnoticed unless the receiver looks at those acts carefully… (and somehow this is the same way Cullen has done for Kiyen!).

But ohh, Cullen learns to be selfish, that is to act for himself now! And he learns to live in the present too! The crisis can simply turn advantageous when they let Cullen see his own heart!

So, go SAVE KIYEN MISSIONN!

Oh, it took 3 calls to get Kiyen! He’s hearing it all, but acting nonchalant to sacrifice himself right?? Bad dragon!

“All I want is to go home with you.”

This is so good! It’s both heart-warming and heart-squeezing at the same time T__T

These words look simple, but they contain a trust, a hope, and a wish, and a dream with the person next to him in it. And then the act of reaching out to Kiyen first. Aww, Writer-nimmm, you are so good at these silent symbols!

 

And oh, the simple and tender love confession in the end! Happiness can create easily just like that! 

PS. Kiyennnn! You said you won’t make Cullen cry again. And that you won’t be mean! And we will see that! WHO MAKES CULLEN CRY EVBERY TIME IN BEDD??? You think I can’t remember your kink way????