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Oh my godddd! Finally!!!! This is the scene I have been most hoping for since chapter 130 when Kiyen ran away to Kia T__T

Awww, the actual scene is even more beautiful than my own anticipation! Is it also because all pent-up emotions and feelings? Awww!

Cullen always says it’s okay and he’s trying to absorb anything while suppressing all the hardship by himself. And because he isn’t a complaining sort, it’s hard for others to see how he really feels. This is especially for Kiyen who always sees Cullen opens up for him, whatever it is smiling happily or softening up. But then, there’s also a limit how much one can take.

Since Cullen has said nothing, Kiyen thinks that it is okay, and that his harsh actions are minor. But it’s NEVER such for Cullen. Such actions are particularly painful when they come from his most precious one! Only of Kiyen took clues from Cullen’s sentences when he first revived T__T

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How can Cullen smiles for Kiyen, when his insides are crying???

The wall from the goddess helps prevent Cullen from feeling, but his own heartaches even play a bigger role. Cullen is too numb to feel T_T

Aww, indeed Cullen is indeed too numb from the pains and too insensitive from his life experiences to see how he really feels and how much he is hurt by Kiyen. So, it’s important to have UIly and the kids point out his real heart for him T_T

I haven’t really cried when reading lately, but this chapter reduces me to tears again. It’s heart-breaking, no, it’s heart-shattering to see how Cullen hurts. Aww, still, Cullen tries to suppress everything. But then, Kiyen’s words indeed ignite his pains.

“I wouldn’t have committed suicide for Ully.” 

Yes, it’s inconsiderate for Kiyen to judge Cullen’s sincere heart for him that way. The feelings Cullen feels for Kiyen have never been light. So, it seems like an insult to his heart — Cullen sees only one person, and he once somehow lived for only that person too. 

And when Cullen spits out those words, he himself only realizes how he has really, really felt. Awwwww!

Everything is accumulating … and then Kiyen says “Don’t cry”

Where Cullen realizes he’s crying. 

This is the most emotion-packed confrontation/talk I’ve seen so far. LOVE it, LOVE it, LOVE it again! But then aww, I feel this way and more every time I read the new chapter. My deartest Wrier-nim, your writing is as POWERFUL as always indeeddd! You are truly the best when it comes to touching the depth of emotions and feelings — the way you convey words really makes readers see inside of the characters as if they are in front of us. Awww! Worship you as a new religion soon! Hohoho!  

Oh, I think I’ve read this chapter like too many times already. And this re-reading loop will continue during the weekend!

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But then, oh my goddd, we do know that Kiyen seems to hide in the corner, and we know he’s been listening to EVERYTHINGG — all the rumors about Cullen and Ully being lovers! Can we still be sure he’s a dragon, NOT one gossipy kitty???? 

But awww such misunderstanding can be good too, right? — when it provokes this scene we’re dying for!