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Oh my goddd! The dragon cried badlyyy! And I cry badly too!
Pooor dragonnn!!!
And now the dragon gives up on Operation Win Back Cullen’s
Heart??? What??? This easily????
I know you are hurt, I know the words Cullen says to you
seems cruel,
but you greatly disappoint me Dragonnnn T__T
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How many times Cullen face your shunnings and rejections?
Too many times! And he still acts sweet and smiling whenever he sees you. Then,
there is your behavior when you meet your so-called ‘new lover’ Kia when you
distance yourself and blame Cullen later! And later, more unforgivable are your
words and your attitude of wanting Cullen to die.
And then when this unrequited love is reversed and you
pursue Cullen. How do you do it??? With sulking and sad attitude! You say one
or two words to Cullen, and when Cullen rejects you. You turn sulking, if not
depressed! Awwww! This is NO CAN DO!
Aww, it’s hard for you, since when Cullen starts his own
pursuit, he doesn’t have the set benchmark in his mind. He just does it because
he wants to please you and see you smile. And being next to you, and even only seeing
you, makes him happy. However, since you know that love and that attention, you
fix your standard on such a level. And when Cullen fails to return like before,
you feel rejected…
Who said he would do anything and anything to be forgiven???
Now, Cullen still feels sad whenever he thinks about your words on his last
day! You need to erase them properly and more assertivelyyy!
Don’t give up this easilyyy!!!!
And awww, these two are the fools when it comes to
emotionsss! I wanna scream in frustrationnnnnnnnn! Now Kiyen only sees only the
face value again. He thinks Cullen worries about him and his wounds because
Cullen is kind to everyone? Just back then, Cullen only thought that Kiyen only
felt guilt and sadness towards him like when Kiyen feels for the bird!
Will they talk more??? I think they need the third party who
is more assertive! Can Ully help this time?????
SCREAMMMMM!!!
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Awwww, and it ends in last chapter with "Because the
day we broke up, I died".
Seriously, I am happy that Cullen opens his mouth and tells
Ully the truth! At first, it feels natural to open up for a friend who has been
worried about him. But later, more importantly, I feel it’s a cleansing act for
Cullen. This is especially true that he can releases his pent-up feelings emotions
while understanding them all better!
Even though Kiyen has been around Cullen as a lover, Ully is
the best friend that Cullen is more willing to open his heart and share his
thoughts. This is since they have pretty much the same backgrounds and the same mindsets.
Moreover, with open attitude, Ully helps Cullen unclench many things in his
mind too!
Ohh, I used to think of Ully mostly as a “catalyst” to bring
out Kiyen’s ‘jealousy’, and there were many times I feel unpleasant with her
outspokenness. But as time pass by, when Kia showed up, Ully proved to be a
steadfast and reliable friend who always supports and cares for Cullen. And in
this chapter, she is especially so! Awww! I love her now too!
So, I used to think Cullen feels only sadness towards Kiyen
in the last day, but it will be natural to feel also disappointment and
resentment too. All the emotions tangling up are the reason why Cullen has to
ask the goddess to set the wall for him. Awww, if only Kiyen understands this!
This is not hatred that turns Cullen this way, but it is the love! In the end,
Cullen is fear of rejection, fear of being hurt, and fear of being unloved!
Dragonnn, and it’s you who puts this scarrrrr! Come back
from your own melancholy and help heal my darling Cullen! Aww, I know you are
hurt too! But Cullen is also a victim in the game of revenge before!
You can’t be a proud gong with hit-and-hide, hit-and-run
attitude!
Aww, I pray that Ully helps speak up for the couple badly!
Kiyen is bad at opening up! Too scattered words here and there, and too closed
up to see the result! And Lasano is also bad! These emotionally dim people are
useless in clearing misunderstandinggg!!!!!
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Still, the young dragons snuggling with Cullen on the bed are super cute again! Can you do it like this too Kiyen???? Awww T_T
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