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—208—

Honestly, will everyone who knows Cullen and Kiyen before think these three dragons are their love products? Somewhat I feel Kihelen thinks this way too! Oh yes, those who can’t find any trace of Cullen and Kiyen sure believe they are busying bearing and raising kids!

        

It sounds grand when you say the last prince of the royal family! Oh, the last prince and the last dragon (well, dragons version 1.0) are together! Yeah! Yeah!

Oops, what I tried to say is it’s heart-warming to see Moet try to return the grace. I feel touched every time when Cullen’s acts can change other people—just like a drop of water dripping in the still pool and bringing better change! Cullen is clean and capable just like that!

During 3 years, everybody has changed, and the world has changed indeed. And oh, I love how the characters make the better person of themselves. And it’s beautiful because the story touches more than just a love story.

Lasano, you are the one who will live forever with guilt and self-hatred. He seemed to stay true to this belief at that time of betrayal, but how many times he has regretted that decision? And it’s to the point of wanting to die. Strange that even though he committed such awful act, I didn’t really hate him.

The so-called last words to Cullen are so miserable. And there’re also words reminding Cullen to cherish time with Kiyen too. Aww, I hope that there is happy ending waiting for Lasano too. He may commit sin, but he’s atoning it, and awww the children love him!  

In the end Cullen couldn’t sleep, especially when Kiyen’s not returned yet! Oh, Kiyen is missing, but this absence can make Cullen think and see what is really inside his heart … before he understands his feelings.

 

But monsters! You are bad at timing! How come you lots arrive when Cullen is about to speak his feelings to Kiyen??? You deserve to die, not because you are ferocious monsters, but because you are moment interrupters!

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Ohh, Ully, the situation is tense! And what did come out of your mouth? Warn Kiyen if he ever hurts Cullen again?? You are always and forever one mother hen protecting Cullen the innocent and naïve baby chic! Ahaha!

Still, it’s strange that the little dragon with the most attachment to people is White, instead of our sentimental Cat. But this makes the story even richer! The “Don’t die, everyone” statement is simply yet conveys his heart well.

But hmm, I’m not sure because I read in Chrome, and it’s not really mentioned. Is White a boy? Or it is a girl?? Somehow the personality is more girk-like.

BUT BUT BUT who steals the show here is Kiyen! Oh my god, that act of lightly kissing Cullen’s forehead! Kiyennnn!    

 "As you wish, I will make the world where your precious people can live."

"I haven't got your permission until here, but please forgive me only once."

"I thought I was crazy because I wanted to touch you like this." 

Oh my, my, my! These are the best combos to do the damage to Cullen’s heart! And the moment is both sincere and tender to no end.

 

But too bad, we have Ully to cut inn! What is a dragon who won’t go anywhere without you? Hahaha! Ully, you are truly, truly Cullen’s best friend, as the way only the BAD best friend can interrupt the couple!

But thennn, oh my god, I have such a bad thought for this too! I love your steamy scenes too as they always indicate the progress in their relationship. I wonder how Kiyen will behave in the side stories? Surely, this dragon can’t be calm and collected like he used to be! Will the dragon turn WILD??? Whenever the sentences like "I thought I was crazy because I wanted to touch you like this.” and "I thought it was crazy to want to do this." come, I always feel too curious about what will happen in their bed! Awww, dying to see that in November! Myy! Let’s hope I can read more in Korean at that time! Haha!

 

But ohh humans, you don’t understand monsters at all! They are not here to fight with human race, but run for their lives too! That’s why it’s easy to kill them!

But Kaiken is coming! And sadly, the brave knights and mercenaries volunteering with all their heart to fight are dismissed easily! But antsss, you can’t fight the elephant this way! It’s best that you run away as fast as you can and as far as you can. So this way, we can reduce the number of casualties!

HOWEVERRRR, CULLEN!! WHO TEACHES YOU TO RUSH TOWARDS DANGER LIKE THAT?????? We know your death won’t come again because you are the protagonist! Oops, haha, because the divine power will save you, but you still cause such a near-heart-attack reaction in readers!!

THIS WON’T DOO!  

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Kaikennn, you red disaster! 

Ohh the tear-provoking scene comes again! Oh nooo! Lasano! You can’t cut yourself off like that! I know you want to end your life to release your guilt, but your death will make many people distressed! You have to live and learn to be happy too! And it’s even more touching when Cullen can let go of his resentment feeling and accept Lasano again!

            

The development looks promising especially with Cullen’s confidence in his newly-possessed power. But it is ruined again! What is “I don’t wanna die alongside with Cullen, Kiyen will be angry like fire”??? Oh my god, Lasano, when you first showed up in Chapter One, I did think of you as a high and mighty high priest, and as time passes by, what has you given me?? You only reduce to loose and lousy mouse somehow! But ha, I still love your crazy and wacky attitude every time you open your mouth and release such BADDDD words!    

AWWW, KIYENNNN-NIMMM GOES TOP FORM AGAINNN! In the dragon form, he shows humans how magnificent and omnipotent one dragon can be! This is so befitting of the once-guardian dragon!! Standing ovation for himmm!

Hohohooo, Kaiken seems to be unstoppable for small humans, but he’s nothing compared to the GREAT dragon! Yes, Dragonn-nimm, show humans who deserved reverence, rather than distrust and fear! And you have to IMPRESSS Cullen even more! Put more damage to Cullen! Yess dragoonnn!

But IF I have to go baddd! I will say that Kiyen can do this because he is powered up from the light kiss the chapter before! Haha, had they still not talked, Kiyen would have not had energy to turn grandiose!

Remember the miserable  냥 crying bitterly in the dark corner? Well, yes, they are the same person! Hahaha! 

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My favourite Wise Black, you always convey such important information to Cullen! What would we do without you??? How many times you help Mama Dragonn?? Oh, I wish you have more roles!

And oh, Cullen has become more honest to his own feelings. When others ask if it’s okay, and he is not instinctively say it is okay back!

Moreover, there’s an act of brainstorming and helping with all they can. Ully is so sweet when she says “I like taking a little risk and being happy together rather than making everyone happy with one sacrifice.” And when everyone is trying to help, it reminds me of the time the five of them were traveling together and trying to solve the imminent crises. Awww, this is what friends and colleagues are for at such moments indeed!

And it’s so magical and fantasy-like to travel through a teleporting scroll! Aww, thank you we have this! Even better than finding the runaway horse! Thank you Khihelen! You finally do something meaningful in the lines!

But then, I was wondering … if Khihelen keeps Silfi/ Yurisis's scroll with her as a keepsake, and not as an escaping means? If so, the act of sacrificing such an important item makes Khihelen even better in our eyes? And the fact that she can’t use it is because she has no place she wants to go T__T

Still, this makes me wonder how Isis could reach out for the cast-out god in the first place. She is indeed desperate for revenge! Awww, blame it all on that mad dog emperorrr!

                                               

But we must admit one thing! Rushing to stop Kiyen from sacrificing himself is even more dreadful than fighting Kaiken!!

The dragon knows he is clumsy, and he always chooses to act silently instead of speaking out loud. And many acts can go unnoticed unless the receiver looks at those acts carefully… (and somehow this is the same way Cullen has done for Kiyen!).

But ohh, Cullen learns to be selfish, that is to act for himself now! And he learns to live in the present too! The crisis can simply turn advantageous when they let Cullen see his own heart!

So, go SAVE KIYEN MISSIONN!

Oh, it took 3 calls to get Kiyen! He’s hearing it all, but acting nonchalant to sacrifice himself right?? Bad dragon!

“All I want is to go home with you.”

This is so good! It’s both heart-warming and heart-squeezing at the same time T__T

These words look simple, but they contain a trust, a hope, and a wish, and a dream with the person next to him in it. And then the act of reaching out to Kiyen first. Aww, Writer-nimmm, you are so good at these silent symbols!

 

And oh, the simple and tender love confession in the end! Happiness can create easily just like that! 

PS. Kiyennnn! You said you won’t make Cullen cry again. And that you won’t be mean! And we will see that! WHO MAKES CULLEN CRY EVBERY TIME IN BEDD??? You think I can’t remember your kink way????

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—204—

AWWW AND THE HEART-CLEARING TALK IS GONE! WE ARE BACK FACING REALITYYY!

I hate the mercenaries! Ain’t they supposed to be open-minded type??? Screamm! How can they isolate this dragon family?? Such behavior is truly unacceptable! Why hostility towards those who save your lives? Cryingg! I just desperately hope there’s a situation in the coming chapter that these ungrateful people will change their attitude 180 degree!   

And this is especially annoying! The real culprit Khihelen is the person who ordered all the misdeeds! People, you MUST know the truth! Kiyen was against it!!! This has made me infuriate since part 1! The one behind the scene is unblamed instead! Awww! Life is not fair!

 

But thenn, back to the point! Awww, little dragons, you all have been growing up nicely! You are taller, and you are better with your fighting skills! How adorable you three are???

 

And it’s a monster-killing competition for Cat? Haaha, it is so him! While White corrected him, Black points out about the injured. How can these children be full of their own nature? Too cute!

But the most precious part of this chapter is when Cat is complaining about Kiyen’s occupying Cullen! Oh my god! The fight for Mama Dragon has begun! But it also ends too quickly! Oh my, Papa Dragon just used killer stare, and then the rebellious Cat has gone weak! Poor Cat! Poor, poor Cat!

Awww, caring for each other, and checking for each other’s injuries! I LOVE the fact Kiyen asks Cullen to consider what he wants for himself, not for others. And maybe it would be great if Cullen can also think for himself and cherish himself more.

Cullen is being healed and healed, Kiyen. He will soon tell you that it’s okay to touch him T_T    

 

 

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My goddd! The attitude of these damn mercenaries! Despite living on Cullen’s act, you resent him and distrust him??? Cullen is too good for these hateful people! Awww! But we know Cullen is made of gold, and he’s doing it for the greater good T_T

But hahah, my dear Wise Black can be wrong in judgment from the different perspective and body condition!! I can’t help wanting to hug him! Fatal injuries can become just minor injuries here! Hahaha!

Kiyen, you show your cool and calm attitude suitable to be a gong now! I’m proud again! By not fighting with narrow-minded them, but decide to wait outside! My tears are cryinggg! You are so good! I love you!

SEE IT WITH YOUR OWN EYES PEOPLE AND SEE THE TRUTH!

Aww, wanting to go home where darling husby and adorable and intelligent children are! This is such a heart-soothing thought right? Cullen! You accept it without knowing it! Hohohoho!

 

My god! Kiyen-nim is changing species again! We have the dog this time! Haha! And he made Cullen feel good!

Oh, they are so dim at emotions and feelings indeed! It would have been much easier to reach out to each other and speak what is inside their hearts. But then again, this deficiency also makes the story so beautiful, as it is not about perfect people, but about broken and scarred individuals who become perfect because they meet each other. It’s beautiful just that (:

 

And simple actions can be also beautiful because they are full of sincerity — such heartfelt feelings to make the other person happy T___T

So, so beautiful!

 

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Oh my god! Cullennn, my rustic child! You won’t be interested in flowers unless they are edible or medicinal??? I love you, and I love your realistic way of life! Ahahaha! I can’t stop laughing at this!

But then again, it can be sad since it says about how Cullen lives his life indeed — Spartan enough to be this way T_T

Awww, but I do love how one little flower can be so meaningful! Just like Kiyen is thinking of Cullen when he sees the flower, this tiny flower makes Cullen think about their relationship too. When two emotionally dim people get together, they have unrealistic expectations towards each other. And somehow the expectation can go very wrong, especially when they have different experiences and values in life.

It is not about being in love, but how to staying in love by adjusting to each other through trials and errors. Awww, love it when Cullen says their relationship go towards new direction … where I call healthy direction!

Love to see they talk and reach out to each other so muchhh!

 

—207—

Khihelen (how to spell her name anyway?) I declare you as a mood destroyer! No, you are also a relationship breaker before too! No offense but somewhat I think you can be one of the most hated characters! I’m sorry I don’t hate you, but I don’t wanna read about you! Each and every character from Writer-nim is so precious, and I want to read about Cullen and his family only! Yes, call it the privilege of being a main character — you sub people don’t have it! Loll

Oh, Khihelen had prepared to die to atone her sins, but Kiyen does not kill her because of his consideration towards Cullen. My god! Kiyen, your performance is getting BETTER AND BETTERR! How can anyone beat you like thisss?

But please I would be happy if Kihelen did this sincere apology in front of the huge crowds! It is important for the world to know who is behind the scene! The real bad culprit is here people! Don’t get Kiyen wrong!

 

Oh oh and at the end! Little Cat is so confident! He’s so bold and so cute! Would you like to marry me instead? Haha! Will wait for you! Ahahaaaa!

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Oh my goddddddd! This 203 is as good as ever! What am I to do when today’s gone? And 오네죽’s gone too T__T?

Finally, they TALK, yes, THEY TALK AND CLEAR THEIR INNER HEARTS! I want to cry in joys! If today I cry, it will be tears of joy! T___T

Aww, it is unfamiliar to see this soft-talking and gentle-behaving Kiyen truly! This Kiyen showed up when they were in the peak of their in-love moments around chapter 9x-12x, and then disappeared! So glad to have him back! And so glad that Kiyen stopped being bitter and devastated!

Just see this sentence "I wanted you to smile, but I didn't do anything that deserved it." is already a killer! When accompanied after I’m sorry, it was even more meaningful!

And then, a word saying he would wait! 

Oh, goddd, Kiyen, your performance has never been this strong as in today! Dragon, you make human race proud today indeed! Thank you for your lines too — it’s even better considering how fade and away you had been before T_T

 

BTW, it’s cute that Kiyen mentioned Cullen as “smaller than me”. Haha, ain’t Cullen 183 cm tall?? This statement is truly subjective! Hahaha! Please compare Cullen to others too dragon!

But awwww, the argument of who is protecting who and of how to not get hurt is as cute too! It’s very much like the lovers’ quibble! But then it is easily solved with the simply “I still don’t want to see you get hurt”. And Kiyen smiled happily.

Then, there is Cullen’s thought of wanting to make Kiyen smile happily afterward. Awww, Cullen, no matter what, you are too far gone indeed! You can’t help pleasing the dragon just for the sake of pleasing him!

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Oh my godddd! Finally!!!! This is the scene I have been most hoping for since chapter 130 when Kiyen ran away to Kia T__T

Awww, the actual scene is even more beautiful than my own anticipation! Is it also because all pent-up emotions and feelings? Awww!

Cullen always says it’s okay and he’s trying to absorb anything while suppressing all the hardship by himself. And because he isn’t a complaining sort, it’s hard for others to see how he really feels. This is especially for Kiyen who always sees Cullen opens up for him, whatever it is smiling happily or softening up. But then, there’s also a limit how much one can take.

Since Cullen has said nothing, Kiyen thinks that it is okay, and that his harsh actions are minor. But it’s NEVER such for Cullen. Such actions are particularly painful when they come from his most precious one! Only of Kiyen took clues from Cullen’s sentences when he first revived T__T

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How can Cullen smiles for Kiyen, when his insides are crying???

The wall from the goddess helps prevent Cullen from feeling, but his own heartaches even play a bigger role. Cullen is too numb to feel T_T

Aww, indeed Cullen is indeed too numb from the pains and too insensitive from his life experiences to see how he really feels and how much he is hurt by Kiyen. So, it’s important to have UIly and the kids point out his real heart for him T_T

I haven’t really cried when reading lately, but this chapter reduces me to tears again. It’s heart-breaking, no, it’s heart-shattering to see how Cullen hurts. Aww, still, Cullen tries to suppress everything. But then, Kiyen’s words indeed ignite his pains.

“I wouldn’t have committed suicide for Ully.” 

Yes, it’s inconsiderate for Kiyen to judge Cullen’s sincere heart for him that way. The feelings Cullen feels for Kiyen have never been light. So, it seems like an insult to his heart — Cullen sees only one person, and he once somehow lived for only that person too. 

And when Cullen spits out those words, he himself only realizes how he has really, really felt. Awwwww!

Everything is accumulating … and then Kiyen says “Don’t cry”

Where Cullen realizes he’s crying. 

This is the most emotion-packed confrontation/talk I’ve seen so far. LOVE it, LOVE it, LOVE it again! But then aww, I feel this way and more every time I read the new chapter. My deartest Wrier-nim, your writing is as POWERFUL as always indeeddd! You are truly the best when it comes to touching the depth of emotions and feelings — the way you convey words really makes readers see inside of the characters as if they are in front of us. Awww! Worship you as a new religion soon! Hohoho!  

Oh, I think I’ve read this chapter like too many times already. And this re-reading loop will continue during the weekend!

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But then, oh my goddd, we do know that Kiyen seems to hide in the corner, and we know he’s been listening to EVERYTHINGG — all the rumors about Cullen and Ully being lovers! Can we still be sure he’s a dragon, NOT one gossipy kitty???? 

But awww such misunderstanding can be good too, right? — when it provokes this scene we’re dying for!

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This chapter is epic again! But then as an 오네죽 believer, each and every chapter is indeed special (:

Oh, I’m not hallucinating! I’m seeing progressss! Sometimes we can’t see what before us clearly, and we tend to take it for granted. So, Kiyen would just understand the value of Cullen when Cullen’s gone, and likewise, Cullen can just see his feelings more when Kiyen is away.

The act of contemplating and seeing his true heart is happening!                                    

 

This chapter is super rich and super profound again! It’s easy to read the feelings through words, but how about feeling the depth of the sincerity through actions? Words from Kiyen once destroyed Cullen before, but here actions from Kiyen also prove how much Cullen means to him T__T

I love that Cullen states he is okay, and then Kiyen cuts it by saying that Cullen says it as a habit … before checking Cullen by such thorough scan. Haa, what kind of thorough and meticulous look Kiyen has that Cullen can feel he is touched, instead of just looking? Hahaha!

But oh, it’s heart-breaking to see the reason why Cullen always says I’m okay …. When he thinks that it’s like the pledge to hold on T_T Cullen is truly one hedgehog who uses all the spines to hide his vulnerability indeed T__T Kiyen, you have to hold this indeed-fragile and sensitive creature with care please T__T

And oh, then Ully also says the same thing to Cullen! But, hmm, for Ully, maybe it’s more on mental side, instead of physical side as Kiyen has asked then! I feel Ully has always been Mother Hen who tries to protect her innocent and naïve baby chick called Cullen from the big bad wolf, oops big bad dragon! Always and forever has her role been! Ahaha!

And then, oh Kiyen, are you thinking that Cullen has Ully as new love????? Oh this is a situation FARRRR worse than siding with other humans indeed! One sulking dragon is sad, and one sulking dragon is fadingg!!

 

And now the more enlightened Cullen has to pursue him now! Oh, the pace is accelerating as Cullen’s heart!

 

Will they talk tomorrow??? Kiyen, hold Cullen close, says sorry, and says you will cherish Cullen please! Go away, monsters! WE readers need this badly! Don’t come interrupt!

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But one thing! Cullen is elevated in the mercenaries’ eyes! He’s the one with magic! Oh laa!

   

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Oh the first thing to scream is we hit 200 today! Finally! YES!

And aww, the situation is as bad as before! What should we do? The dragon’s first and only love named Cullen has been contemplating HARDDDD! I did think he would reach out to the dragon this chapter, but hell, no! He’s been thinking, thinking, and thinking! My dear Cullen!

Now Kiyen has been missing for 3 days already! (Or we can say he’s last seen in Chapter 196!) He’s indeed fadingg! But aww, think in the bright side, it’s best to let Cullen spend time on his own thinking and understanding his own heart. At least now he knows that it’s empty without Kiyen by his side. I know we are raising one mentally scarred hedgehog, and therefore we can’t rush, but let the shy hedgehog hide all his spines and come out to people (and a dragon) by his own will, right?

Hmm, strangely, this is the same situation that Kiyen once felt when Cullen avoided him in the Duke’s territory. Being absent can be the best medicine sometime. So, to be honest, we have one shy hedgehog and one ferocious cat. Before the cat was tamed, he was indeed unfeeling and aloof too!

 

Oh, Cullen will always be Cullen! He never cares about what people think about him! But he’s gone brutal when it’s about his own people’s name! It’s so noble the way he protects Ully’s honour! I love, love, love Cullen!!

But thennnn, another most important theme here today isssss …… Cullen is a combat/ battle mage too! Screammm! Who says high priest? Cullen-nim has healing power and destructive barrier too! My! My! My! He’s becoming an omnipotent mage!! Screammmm! Now the mercenaries who look down on him need to shut up! Our Cullen is so good—he can wield a sword and he can cast magic too!

And Kiyennnn, okay, I will admit he is never good with words! So, his role is to let actions speak for him! When words make misunderstanding and heartaches, it’s best to prove his sincerity by using his body as a shield for Cullen T_T

And aww today Kiyen didn’t intend to avoid the monster because Cullen is behind himmmm T__T

 

But then in tomorrow’s episode, when Cullen wakes up, who will be tending him by the bed? Will one big sulking dragon be there? And does the dragon realise that Cullen’s reaching for him before too?  

Oh, and will Kiyen has more role tmr too???? The two should have a meal together when Cullen wakes up please! Else Kiyen will become mummified dragonnnn! Don’t let him starved moreee!

**Ooops I was wrong! I thought using the power would drain Cullen to the point he faints, but the event didn't turn out so!  

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PS. BTW. I was wondering … the monsters seem to be in families/ packs. When the mother centipede was killed, the babies come out. Today, the bird monsters are killed, and the parent one (I assume?) come out too. It would be great if humans and monsters can communicate and live in peace without hurting and killing each other T_T 

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Oh my goddddd! Kiyennn, are you really a male leadddd??? You miss too many chapters already!! Come back and make your role shine pleaseeeee!

Awww, it seems they need to talk to each other OPENLYY!!! When Kiyen doesn’t really open up and speak his own eyes, and when Cullen tries to keep the distance. This is going nowhere indeeddd! Tuesday shouldn’t be like this by nowww!

 Ully, come, put two of them in the same room, and please do not unlock it until the two of them have already talked with each other, really, really talked with each other!

And again, everybody is sad in this story! Ully, who just found a new family in the travelling party before losing everyone again. And there are Lasano, Junon, and even Kihelen who all lost anything in life. Why life has to be this hard for them T__T?

That’s why I adore Ully to let go of the hatred and resentment and try to build a better life for others! And Lasano, Junon, and Kihelen, now they live for atonement, right?

Everything has changed, and everyone has changed too. 

Yet, it’s still hard for Cullen who ‘sleeps’ for three years. Awww, he has to adjust to this reality although to him it was only the blink of the eyes when he woke up.

Oh yes, it’s really cute, I mean considerate, for Ully and Lasano to use the word wake up, instead of relive or resurrect too. They have grown up indeed!

And awww, now it’s time for Cullen to sort out his feelings. It’s hard for Cullen to understand his feelings in the first place, and with the wall from the goddess, it’s especially hard to not only see his own emotions but also do that in the short time.

Maybe it’s best to have opinions from other people around to trigger him. Lasano is not really helping. But Ully has already helped Cullen understand his heart more... And then there are little dragons too!   

And ohh, the way the little three input information are really cute! They are innocent, so they speak bluntly! And it is so effective! Ully and little dragons help Cullen see that he resents Kiyen, but Cat helps him see that he cares for Kiyen too. Waiting for Kiyen to return until Cullen falls sleep is really meaningful. And awww, it’s like Mama Dragon waiting for her husby to come back while holding the children in bed is really cute!

Still, Awwww tired and hungry, and hurt, Kiyennnnn T__T

Will Cullen go find the dragon next chapter???? Pleaseeee!  

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 Oh my goddd, I am so happy to read the detailed story, but can we really make the end on 31 August??? Still, there are a lot of untold aspects left T___T!

Awww, here it goes again, the different worldview! Who is right and who is wring is hard to tell — since we look at the world differently from our different positions and different beliefs! It’s understandable that Junon says monsters are companions, but then the act of killing innocent lives is not! Cullennn! You are still good in this kind of argument fight! It seems that you can be outspoken whenever the topic is not Kiyen, and the other speaker is not Kiyen!

It is FUNNYYYY! How everyone in gossiping about how good-matched Cullen and Ully are together! Oh, they seem to have a history together! And they seem to be super close! That’s the act of drinking ‘intimately’ with only two of themmmm! This is funny because fierce and hard mercenaries turn gossipy housewives with the HUGEEE misunderstandinggg! Hey, hey, haven’t you see the little dragons that are the love evidence of Mama Dragon and Papa Dragon???? Hahaha!

“Cullen already has three children.” Ahahaha! Yes, Cullen is tied to this family of dragon, no matter what!

But one thing for sure, Papa Dragon is crying while listening to all these stories in the dark corner/ shaded area!

Hmm, we get more stories of the world — how monsters come from the dark island. Awww, Iris has long been dead, but she left such an ugly legacy behind! How can we destroy the passage? And how can we get rid of those monsters at once?

But truth is Cullen is not so weak-hearted to the BIG and STRONG Kiyen, but his heart turns super jelly when he thinks of a SMALL, YOUNG and VULNERABLE baby Kiyennn???

Awwww, anythingggg! We will end within a week! Cullen and Kiyen, both of you need to speak uppp!!!! Kiyennn, I have told you many times that you need to act weak and sad and pathetic IN FRONT OF Cullen, not in the CORNERRR! IF you want to win Cullen’s heart, do thissssssss! Don’t go too prideful and don’t go to straightforward! You have to go wicked in love!

 

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 —196—

Oh my goddd! The dragon cried badlyyy! And I cry badly too! Pooor dragonnn!!!

And now the dragon gives up on Operation Win Back Cullen’s Heart??? What??? This easily????

I know you are hurt, I know the words Cullen says to you seems cruel,  

but you greatly disappoint me Dragonnnn T__T

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How many times Cullen face your shunnings and rejections? Too many times! And he still acts sweet and smiling whenever he sees you. Then, there is your behavior when you meet your so-called ‘new lover’ Kia when you distance yourself and blame Cullen later! And later, more unforgivable are your words and your attitude of wanting Cullen to die.

And then when this unrequited love is reversed and you pursue Cullen. How do you do it??? With sulking and sad attitude! You say one or two words to Cullen, and when Cullen rejects you. You turn sulking, if not depressed! Awwww! This is NO CAN DO!

Aww, it’s hard for you, since when Cullen starts his own pursuit, he doesn’t have the set benchmark in his mind. He just does it because he wants to please you and see you smile. And being next to you, and even only seeing you, makes him happy. However, since you know that love and that attention, you fix your standard on such a level. And when Cullen fails to return like before, you feel rejected…

Who said he would do anything and anything to be forgiven??? Now, Cullen still feels sad whenever he thinks about your words on his last day! You need to erase them properly and more assertivelyyy!

Don’t give up this easilyyy!!!!

And awww, these two are the fools when it comes to emotionsss! I wanna scream in frustrationnnnnnnnn! Now Kiyen only sees only the face value again. He thinks Cullen worries about him and his wounds because Cullen is kind to everyone? Just back then, Cullen only thought that Kiyen only felt guilt and sadness towards him like when Kiyen feels for the bird!

Will they talk more??? I think they need the third party who is more assertive! Can Ully help this time?????

SCREAMMMMM!!!

 

—197—

Awwww, and it ends in last chapter with "Because the day we broke up, I died".

Seriously, I am happy that Cullen opens his mouth and tells Ully the truth! At first, it feels natural to open up for a friend who has been worried about him. But later, more importantly, I feel it’s a cleansing act for Cullen. This is especially true that he can releases his pent-up feelings emotions while understanding them all better!  

Even though Kiyen has been around Cullen as a lover, Ully is the best friend that Cullen is more willing to open his heart and share his thoughts. This is since they have pretty much the same backgrounds and the same mindsets. Moreover, with open attitude, Ully helps Cullen unclench many things in his mind too!

Ohh, I used to think of Ully mostly as a “catalyst” to bring out Kiyen’s ‘jealousy’, and there were many times I feel unpleasant with her outspokenness. But as time pass by, when Kia showed up, Ully proved to be a steadfast and reliable friend who always supports and cares for Cullen. And in this chapter, she is especially so! Awww! I love her now too!

So, I used to think Cullen feels only sadness towards Kiyen in the last day, but it will be natural to feel also disappointment and resentment too. All the emotions tangling up are the reason why Cullen has to ask the goddess to set the wall for him. Awww, if only Kiyen understands this! This is not hatred that turns Cullen this way, but it is the love! In the end, Cullen is fear of rejection, fear of being hurt, and fear of being unloved!

Dragonnn, and it’s you who puts this scarrrrr! Come back from your own melancholy and help heal my darling Cullen! Aww, I know you are hurt too! But Cullen is also a victim in the game of revenge before!

You can’t be a proud gong with hit-and-hide, hit-and-run attitude!

Aww, I pray that Ully helps speak up for the couple badly! Kiyen is bad at opening up! Too scattered words here and there, and too closed up to see the result! And Lasano is also bad! These emotionally dim people are useless in clearing misunderstandinggg!!!!!

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Still, the young dragons snuggling with Cullen on the bed are super cute again! Can you do it like this too Kiyen???? Awww T_T

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 —194—

Awwww, Writer-nimmm! You are tooo good again! How can the scene when two people just talk with each other steal my breath this way??? Do you know I do hold my breath while going through this chapter??? It’s so, so, so intenseeee! Too intense actually!

It’s so anticipating, and thrilling! Oh my god, there are Cullen’s emotions swirling wildly in this chap! And I keep screaming madly inside that Cullen is feeling, Cullen is feeling! Cullen is feeling more and more!  Oh, like now will the wall in his heart break down? Will he feel now? 

It seems like reasons and emotions are clashing in Cullen. He wants to get closer to the dragon, and at the same time wants to step away. Awwww! 

Then there’s also a reaction from the dragon (who again doesn’t have a name!)! It’s hard to believe how far he has come  — from one high and mighty guardian dragon protecting the dynasty to a fearful child (or cat??) afraid of being abandoned! It’s sad that only little attention and small touch from Cullen can gladden or sadden him. Three years alone really makes this Cullen-deprived dragon super sensitive! 

And instead of having one wild cat like in Part 1, we have a really obedient cat here in Part 2. Oh, he’s following Cullen’s words dutifully again! The act of warming the water and waiting silently for the praise is cute! Buttt sitting on the chair obediently is even cuter! 

This cat is really tamed now Cullen! You have to keep himmm!!!!!  

And awww, this dragon learns to speak more of his heart by nowww! Well done dragon! I’m proud of you T__T

I really love the tension and yes, the finest details there and here truly perfect the scene — especially like how Kiyen gets closer to Cullen, how Cullen is stunned by such heart-felt words and most of all, how Kiyen conveys his last sentence by whispering and staring at Cullen T__T

The combination of everything is too good and it’s powerful! Ohhh that “You are my most precious being, Cullen” in the enddd! Such a hooker sentence!!!!!!

And aww from cheek-touching in the first sentence, we reach lip-overlapping in the last sentence too! My heart! This reader is cryinggg! And I thank you and thank god we have two chapters this week Writer-nimmm! 

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T__T I thought the Cullen-deprived dragon would make a long and passionate kiss, but he does make such a light and quick kiss! My my my! This bird-pecking makes Kiyen so adorable. Oh, it’s like he’s afraid of being rejected, but he couldn’t help himself! 

And Cullen, what kind of expression you are showing to Kiyen??? I don‘t think you will look stiff and wooden! Are you having I-don’t-know-what-I-want expression while staring back at Kiyen again???? Or are you asking for a kiss with anything written on your face???

But one thing for sure, Kiyen’s sincerity gets through Cullennn! Screamm! Cullen feels it more and more. Cullen feels desperate for a kiss with Kiyen back, and he wants to see Kiyen smile happily with his name being called. 

Indeed, these sentences are truly meaningful!

"Love was like that. Anything a person you likes does was good, and you feel the joy that could't be exchanged for anything even in a very trivial act."

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But then! That logic of protecting his heart! And that logic of pushing Kiyen away from getting hurt more! Can I cry here??? Cullen, this is not good! You are indeed making Kiyen hurt now T_T And that’s all the more misunderstandingggg! I’m crying, I’m crying indeed! You let him kiss you because you want too! But now you mention the debt Cullen!!!! 

And oh, I really, really NEVER expected SUCH an act from Kiyen! Such a forced behavior! Awww, how desperate he is driven by Cullen’s words?? Oh, and his cry at the end T_T

I would say each and every sentence is really a rollercoaster in itself. We never know how the next sentence will turn. Light and gentle kisses turns into rough actions on bed in the end. Ohh, how emotions can swing here!

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PS. I feel Kiyen has a tendency to tear Cullen’s clothe when they are together. Well, it happens every time unless Cullen does take off the clothes by himself before. 

This can be an issue in the future when Cullen is NOT happy with the need to buy new clothes every time afterward! As it costs money! LOLLLL 

  

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 —192—

Why? Why? Why? Cullen! You tell yourself again that you can’t make the loved ones happy! And that’s all the self-blame too T__T What will you love and appreciate yourself??? If you are unworthy, no one else in the world is good! See how beautiful you are! See how we love you! 

Ohh, now Ully is here with the same question about Cullen’s unfeeling. And it’s similar round with Lasano and Kiyen indeed! And in this, Cullen is confused again! Poor Cullen, he thinks it will be better for him not to feel anything, but no one around him thinks so! Everyone’s screaming!! Oh now Cullen is bringing the blue to others’ true hearts instead! Whose fault it is T_T? All for misunderstanding indeedddd T_T

Oh, with the camp episode, the situation is less urgent. And the funny thing is Ully and Lasano are talking about how the little dragons have been named! I don’t wanna say this but they seem like social workers reporting a case on abused children. Hahaha! I can’t help feeling such! 

 "Sorry, but by the time I appeared, everything had already happened."

What is it?? Are they talking about the bad crime case???? Are we witnessing some kind of domestic violence?? Hahaha! Well, it iss! Kiyennn! Even adults with conscience won’t let it happen this way!

And when Ully shook her head with the deep sigh???? Oh ahahaaaa!

But ohh, darling Cat, you are a little guard for your Papa Dragon instead! What is shutting up and not talking to Ully? This way is so children! And haha, White! You are the ambassador here! Talking and explainingggg (:

But in the endddd, Cat and White are fighting over the names again! They act adult, but they are indeed babies! 

Awww, it’s role reversal indeed! Now even Ully is saying that Cullen is acting rational like Kiyen in the past. 

But oh, Cullennn, it is sad that ully said Janon helped her keep not-to-die promise with Cullen. But Cullen, you didn’t keep the promise since your priority was with the dragonnn T__T Ully would be sad if she knew the whole story too T__T But then I think she will be more hostile towards the dragon? Or will she be sad for him for this role switch??

But for sure, poor Cullen becomes confused again! Poor Cullennn!

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Cullennn you act dryy againnnn! The man is so happy to see you after all these yearsss! And all you do is shooing him away???? Aww, but it is so you in the beginning tooo! Let this be the adventure to bring back your emotion toooooo T__T

But awww, the childrennnn! My heart bleeds! They are afraid that Cullen will have more intimate relationship with anyone else more than with Kiyennnn???? This is so cute! Cat and White are pouring questionsss! And even my dearest wise Black is asking silently too! This is the VERY, VERY serioussss problem for them three! The act of smiling is used as an indicator!  Oh myyyy! 

And ohh, Blackkk, my little sensitive dragonnnn T__T Now you ask if the parents hate you T__T How can I explain thissss? But they are somehow in love fight T__T

Wait and see when Cullen is on love. You will be surprised to see Cullen the Mama Dragon smiles TOO easily … whenever Papa Dragon is around!!

It is sweet that White is bonded with Lasano! Did it start when Lasano showed appreciation towards the food White would make? And then there was hair braiding. But then the two are always together. Oh, I love how the children, especially White, feel positive for Lasanoo! Build the connection to the world for him more! Nanny Dragon is loved too T_T

And ohhh, how many times I have to scream with the last sentence of the chapter?????!!! Why every day we have to live with this so-called cliffhanger??????

Oh, the name is coming backkk! It’s Kiyen and the dragon here and there! And I see Kiyens more than the dragons!

Kiyen wakes upp! And Cullen is caught in the act feeling his beating hearttt! SCREAAMMM! Can’t imagine what will happen next? Will Cullen withdraw? Or he will let Kiyen touch himmm? But please Cullennn, you have to appease the patienttt!

You can just see that Kiyen is super happy with just a small touch and little care. He’s a very easy to please right now. Give him some love to help him heal better please! 

And pleaseee Kiyennnn, please proceed with acting sick and weakkkk! Make Cullen feel for you as much as possible! Actually you don’t to acttt! Just follow your heart and everything will be fine! This reader counts on you for tomorrow’s chapters please!

You don’t know your “love rival” has arrived! You have to try hardddd!

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—190—

Oh, Cullennn! Don’t go irrational when it comes to the dragon today! You can have little dragons carry the big dragon by magic, so the wounds won’t press with your back and keep more bleeding! Be rationallllll! 

And oh, Lasano! You are finally helpful! It is strange that Lasano is the one who suggests Cullen to heal … but then he’s also the one with the most experience in healing! Lasano’s advice is useful too! Thank you! Your role in expanding from entertaining and educating the little dragons now! Congratulations!

Awww, imagine the way before Kiyen gets injured is relatively easy for Cullen! I mean, it could be hard if Cullen has to imagine others, but as everything about Kiyen is still engraved in Cullen’s memories. It is much easier to bring out the power right??

But before the scene of this healing happens, the centipedes appear againnn!

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I decided that I HATE the centipedes! And that the whole family is BADDDD!!!!! The mother injured Kiyen, and the children interrupt the healing process! They must be ANNIHILATED!!!!!!!!!! 

But aww, Black darling, you are super wise and observant again! He’s the one seeing the two centipedes approaching again! 

And awww, it’s finally proved again that the dragons are the race born with knowledge! Now despite having no training, the three little dragons are all ready for the combat!

Truth is they have knowledge but have no real experience. So, even after little experience, they are just ready! Even the little sensual Cat is battle-ready! Partly because they want to protect Kiyen and Cullen! And ohh, how adorable they are???!! My heart!    

—191—

Ohhh, I didn’t know It would be Ully coming into play! I thought it was only Kiyen waking up and getting more injuries! (Yes, Writer-nimm you led mee! Hohohoo!) But awww, this reunion happens a lot faster than expected! 

It is clear that Ully has spent her three years killing these monsters! How effective and effortless for her in fighting? 

But, but, but …. 

the main theme for me this chapter is how Ully and the little dragons are SOO hostile towards each other??? Oh my goddd, I know the situation is still grim, but it couldn’t get any funnier! Is hating Ully is the nature of dragons???? Hahahaha!

It is obvious that little three dragons are territorial towards Cullen, whom they consider belong to Kiyen. So, it’s a taboo for strangers to approach near Cullen!

Soooo, hahahahaaaaa! Kiyen even though you are unconscious, the little ones especially Cat are protecting Cullen from Ully for you!  

“Someone pretends to be close to Cullen!” is so funny and so Cat!

And for Ully???? Oh my goddd! It is easy for anyone to connect and create this strange story! This is especially true when Cat looks like mini Kiyen, and Black seems to have Cullen’s appearance and personality. 

The three dragons are the children of Kiyen and Cullen???? Hahaha, in a way YESSSSS!!! But it is NOT in the way that you think Ully!!! Cullen doesn’t gone missing in these 3 years because he HAS childrennn! 

Thank god Lasano, you are cool enough to state the impossible fact to Ully! And you point out the most urgent priority! You are getting more and more useful indeed!  

Hmm, although Cullen wants to hide his death, this factor seems to be essential. How could he explain his three-year absence? And then oh, after Cullen goes emotionless, it seems like everyone else around him goes emotional! Ully is now upset that after they meet, Cullen shows no joy! Now, there is a long explanation to do for both sides!

But ohh, Ully you have iron-hearted Cullen you once wished for now! 

Let’s see how the story developes in 192 tomorrow! 

After all, the ‘love rival’ has appeared … and Cullen’s emotions are under control again! Kiyen, will your heart hurt moreee?????? Physical pains can’t be compared with mental ones thennn T___T

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Oh my godddd! We had 2 chapters, but it was even worse than reading only 1 chapter! This addiction comes true and real! What should I do? Cryingggg!

—188—

And now I will say that the centipede is surely EVILLL!!! It should just injure Kiyen in an acceptable degree only! But here??? It was too fierce to fight with! T___T I don’t think the journey of running around to kill the monsters is possible by now! These monsters are all beyond human level already! Who could possibly fight them? One or two are okay, but now they are everywhere! We need the WHOLE army of fully-battle-trained dragons to kill them only T__T

Even the skilled and experienced mercenary is powerless against them!  

Oh no, everything is SO UNRELIABLE for Cullen. The expectation and reality have always gone in different directions T_T   

Even the dragon’s immortality is not real nowwww T__T

Awww, you are playing with details wickedly, I mean greatly, again Writer-nimm! Really love how you put finest stories behind this and that, and awww, today we have Cullen thinking of his father where Kiyen takes all those protruding legs for him. But when the memories and reality overlap, such a heavy impact will definitely bring result! So, it is the first time after Cullen’s resurrection that he starts calling Kiyen’s name!

Even if it’s inside his head, but Cullen calls Kiyen’s name nowwwww! Cryinggg!

And that’s the relieved moment when Kiyen sees Cullen is safe without caring about his own injury!! Many circumstances to break down the goddess’s blessing (which is ONLY for Cullen, and NEVER for Kiyen, of course!!) are here! Soon, the dragon, endure your painsss! Cullen’s feeling again!! He approaches your first this chapter too! Don’t die yetttt T__T

Aww, poor little dragons are in shock T_T And with sensual personality, Cat is hit the hardest! Somehow I think the calm and wise characters can be most helpful in this situation! Look at my Wise Black!!!! Even he’s shocked, he is still observant and thoughtful! Sniff, sniff, love this favourite baby dragon!

We truly need to train themmm! At least, they can’t be this lost and scared when facing danger!

And Lasano! I don’t know if I love or hate his resigned personality that has always been with him! Because of his background, this ex High Priest never intends to fight any losing battles! He is only seeing useless attempts! But awww, that means he will never really fight to win too! Here, he does the escape route again! I know it helps him have cool and clear head, but that .. sometimes only fight with all your might will bring results!    

 

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At first, I planned to read and comment one by one chapter, but ohh, writer-nimmm, I’m so weak! When you end it with “I can’t feel the guardian either”, I have to jump to the second chapter instantly! Cryingg!

Awww, Lasanooo! I have told you the truth you hide will cause horrible outcomes! And it does! See, even though Cullen is trying to gather what he has seen, he can’t really conclude that Kiyen loses his immortality! And now, Kiyen is gravely injured! Part of it is because you withheld the informationnnnnn! Cullen could have acted more carefully if he had known the underlying truthhh!

 

But that’s nothing we can do now right?

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My Wise Black is helpful again! He’s calm enough to observe the surrounding and found the fireflies, and then his thoughtful remarks on immortality too!

Oh oh oh, wanna see when he turns into a big dragonnn! How he would be??? Adorable and calm and wise to the max for sure!     

 But aww, I did expect Cullen to use his power? But it didn’t come! Is it because Cullen feels his healing power is not enough? Or he is too shocked to remember it? Either way, they are carrying Kiyen down to the priest T__T

Awwww, the story has gone INTENSE again!! But truth is it’s always intense for the obsessed reader Writer-nim T__T When they have lazy slice-of-life feel in the cabin, I’m anxious. And when they go down the mountain and face danger, I’m also anxious! Every day, every chapter is truly a cliffhanger!

But screammm, Cullen wants to carry Kiyen because he wants to feel Kiyen’s breathingggg! At least, at least, Kiyen will become one happy dragon soonnn! What will we see tomorrow??? Can I hope to see Cullen go nurse???? It will be great to see Cullen sits beside the bed and tend to Kiyen too! If we have reverse roles of the two in Part 2, we have to see them reverse their roles in everything! Ahahaha!  

But when will Cullen’s taboo be lifted? Not on 31 August in the last chapter right? Awwwww, it should be soon with this development! So anxious to see what will come tomorrow!

But writer-nimmm! This is NOT a SAD dragon you promiseeeddd! HAHAHH, it’s the INJUREDDD dragonnnnn!!!!!! Even worse than saddd! You see Cullen and little dragons are all depressed nowwww

                             

Until tomorrow’s chaptersss …………………………… 

Oh, andnd we will hit 200th chapter tomorrow toooo! —-> oops 190 😂😂😂😂😂😂

 

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Oh noooo! It started cute enough! With the small dragons trying to compete and win the prize! While Mama and Papa Dragon may feel uncomfortable with the gift, Baby Dragons love the peach! And Oh, even my wise Black is also lured by sweets! How adorable they are?? Cullen Mama Dragon you have to spoil them with good sweets! Do buy something else at the next town too!

But ohh, Lasano, the more you are with the little dragons, the better you are at your babysitting role! What is asking little ones to work while motivating them all with the dried peach?? You are too natural! And aww, I hope this can also provide you another bond to help you cope with life too T___T

Now, goddess, the power you give Cullen will be useful now! CRYINGGGGGGG! Kiyen’s robe is dyed red alreadyyyy! Awwwww, what would I do during the weekends??? Writer-nimmm! But I will be positive and think in the bright side! Now Kiyen cannot avoid getting hurt if he wants to bring Cullen back. The blood he sheds will sure make Cullen heal him, and in turn, stay with him! So, Kiyennnn, let’s go our Operation! Act weak and act uncomfortable! You can ask Cullen to hand-feed you again too! Don’t be too prideful! You need to use your wounds to the fullest! It will work!   .

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BUT BUT BUT the more important aspect apart from this Operation! Papa Dragon! Mama Dragon! You will have to train the little ones to fight now! They spend one and a half year plating trees and growing forests. But those peaceful activities forester helpers won’t help them now! They MUST go battle-readyyy! Teach them not to get panic in dangerous situations and how to use power properly! 

And oh, what they can eat for tonight’s dinner? The big bad centipede ruins the evening! Rabbits should go hiding too! 

Thank you for this longgg chapter again Writer-nimm! I did scream inside when I saw the lenght! Ohh, 5.2K is too preciouss! Oh, next week! Will we see Cullen be kinder to the injured dragonnn? At least, his seal from the goddess seems to go thinner each day! My god, Writer-nimmm! You make me live in anticipation even since I have started this new chapter at 11 AM Korean time! Hahaha! But still love you for this (: !

Oh, we will soon hit 200 chapters! And I’m so excited! 

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Cullennn, the dragon is actually spitting blooodd! Let me tell you, oh, it doesn’t have to be physical wounds, mental wounds from feeling love-torn can make the poor dragon spit blood too T_T

Now Mama Dragon is the voice and power in the dragon family. Oh, yes, 4 dragons and 1 Nanny Dragon are all following his orders! Move right! Turn right! Stop! Oh, oh, how powerful our Cullen the Mama Dragon is now! 

But he’s now feeling more considerate for the dragon! Cryinggggg! Oh, and the excuse as stopping for the children is cute! Little dragonssss, you always act like you are BIG dragons! But who are now excited to see a sweet shop? Cat and White are so happy! And oh even my wise Black is led by food too! 

But thanks god we have Lasano who will entertain the kids! Now we can leave Papa Dragon and Mama dragon to have quality time together! Yeah! 

But ohhh, jealousy towards each other comes againnn! Kiyen is feeling upset when Selem is mentioned. And awww, Cullen is feeling strange when Kiyen accepts dried peach from Hope!    

Andddd aww, the sentence that he didn’t want to eat sweets is so cute! It’s like Kiyen is acting sweet and asking for love! MYYYYY! It’s so, so cute! And awww, somewhat it’s like clearing himself from Hope too! He’s acting so docile!

And there’s also the reason for receiving the sugar coated peach! Oh, Kiyen’s getting it for Cullen! This is even sweeter! Oh my god, I can’t wait to see when they are fully in love!!!! How sweetest Kiyen can be? 

Writer-nimmmm, let me sleep and wake up when the scenesss arrive pleaseeee!   

Cullen, cryinggg, please do not say it’s useless, and think lowly of yourself! It’s not something like me!!! You are the best personnn! Dragons love you! People love you! The goddess loves you! And we readers love you too! You are the best! 

Dragoonnnn, you make readers proud today! Keep hitting Cullen with heartfelt words again and again please! Today you say “your life is the most meaningful to me”. And it’s getting through Cullen!!!! Continue doing this, and our [Operation Break Down the Wall and Win Cullen Back] will succeed! And ohh, you also make me proud that you can make Cullen hand-feed you the peach! 

You know what, it’s SOO important to act weak. Since Cullen has such a WEAK heart, this strategy will do! Act weak and act helpless! And when Cullen unconsciously approaches you, hook him with meaningful words! Go! Go! I know you are one proud dragon, but that won’t do if you keep distance and stay silent! Change your approchhhhh!  

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BUT Kiyen’s complexion seems to depend on Cullen too much. At least, it seems to be only because his heart is with Cullen now. But I was wondering if the goddess does some tricks too? When Cullen’s attention can make him feel better instantly?? Does the goddess make them linked? Oh, will wait and see! 

PS. Writer-nimmm! The first thing I will do before reading each day is looking at the word length! Haha, if there are like 3.3K words, I will be reading very, very SLOWLYY since I know it will end too quickly! 

But when there are 4.7K words like today, I will read happy and read fast! But aww, it is still end too quickly again! I must have become too greedy when it comes to your work! 

So, thank you for today’s chapter again (: !

Oh, 590 words!

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Cullen is sure used to preparing and packing travel rations as an experienced mercenary. BUTT when he is with the dragon family now, I can only see him as a Mama Dragon getting ready for the family trip — pickling vegetables and drying grains. Oh, Mama Dragon is super busy!

And whenever Cullen is down to the town, there’s a girl to woo him! Oh my god, Kiyen, you are one poor dragon! There’s Selem in the village, and soon there will be Ully in another town! How can you survive this breaking and broken heart? Before Cullen did worship you, and he somehow kept distance from Ully as he was always clinging to you. And now, you will soon see Cullen get along with Ully TOO well. 

Poor dragon, Karma comes real quick! How Cullen’s heart was stabbed and torn when you were sweet with Kia? You will soon face the same process  T___T

Awww, how much I did pray on regret gong part to come. YETTTT, I feel really, really, really sorry for Kiyen!!  Not only is his heart shattered, but he has also been starving! Is there a way to cry here? As a previously immortal dragon, he doesn’t get used to the idea of bodily need, whether sleep or eat, and now there’s the fact that he’s too sad to take care of himself. It’s especially BADDDD! Poor dragon, do you know getting hungry, whether on purpose or not, leads to depression???  

Now you are entering SUCH a vicious loop!  Feeling sad and not feeling hungry, then it is not feeling hungry and feeling sadder too! 

Thank goodness we still have little Wise Black! He is my favourite little dragon! Oh, now Cullen, you have to take care of the poor creature! He is no longer a high and mighty dragon BUT a love-torn and heart-breaking one now! Feed him food! No! Feed him love too! Cryingg! Don’t let this silly dragon starve to death pur-leaseeeee!

Oh, Lasano, you were an uninvited guest before. But as time passes, you play an important role in entertaining and educating the children! So, Nanny Dragon, you can’t leave this family! Stick together until you find peace and atonement too!

Awww, Praying for everyone T_T

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Ohh, sadness is growing and growing!

There were both the high hope and the low hope on Lasano’s reaction today! Well, Lasano, It’s honorable that you keep your promise to the dragon! But, hey, holding such important information like this can be dangerous when situations turn serious! Lasano, you’re not helping again! I’m so seeingg the scene where Kiyen is seriously bleeding! Screammm! Cullen, your new skill will be sorely needed soon T___T

And oh, Lasano, you are reinforcing Cullen’s idea on keeping distance from the dragon too! How many sins can you commit in a day? Somehow, this advice can make Kiyen more furious than telling the truth! 

Little dragonsss, you are so adorable! Not only do you three have different personalities, but your diet preferences are also diverse! 

Aww, big dragonnnm, your dream had once been finding your own kind. And now, you plan to throw them three in the future??? Oh oh oh! Poor baby dragonss! Cat is so shocked  T_T 

But awww, Cat darling, your shock also evokes feelings in Cullen again! Well done! Your suffering didn’t go in vain!     

Awww, and there’s also cold and cruel truth that Cullen has no intention to love those who can die too! Now, now, now, it saddens the dragon even further! My goodness, my goddess, please make a miracle happen somehow I want to sleep and wake up to read only when they clear all these mountains of misunderstanding and not-talking T_T 

Now I’m dying with the loop.

Cullen does something. Then, the dragon has a sad face. Cullen doesn’t do another thing. Oh, the dragon trembles. Cullen says something. Well, the dragon pales. Cullen doesn’t say something. Now, the dragon collapses.

Will it be more painful if we start the journey, and then Cullen teams up with Ullyyyy?? 

Kiyennn, please hold onnnn T___T

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Awww, happy Monday but a sad dragon again! And what’s added is more sad dragonnss! We have 4 instead of 1 nowwww! Og my goddd, how can sadness be multiplied like this? It almost became a sad dragon family! So, Cullen you can’t leave! This dragon family depends on youuuu! Truly! 

Well, the scene of sleeping together and waking in Kiyen’s arms didn’t enter my mind before. I thought it would be the scene where they returned to the house. So, it was a surprise to read — really love how all smallest and finest details are added in the story as always (:

And Cullen slept on the way home.. 

Yes, it’s the same condition as before. The warmth, the softness, and the subtle familiar scent are there to make Cullen sleep! Is it a condition to make this hedgehog lower his guard towards Kiyen in the future too? 

Still, it’s fluffy in the beginning. He slowly woke up in someone’s arms while the other person’s sleeping and looking peaceful and calm. But aww, and that was it! Before the sad memory came …. The sweetest night that was also the cruelest night! T__T For Cullen and readers T__T

Cullen’s memories keep overlapping with the past and bring back both joyful and painful memories. This means Kiyen you need to build the new only-happy ones from now on! This is your win-Cullen-back mission! Go! Go! 

It’s soo Cullen to assign tasks to the small dragons … and yes the big dragon! I first thought it was to distract them from feeling sad. But oh, it is to keep the dragons away too! Cullen is so quick to grasp the difference! Oh will Lasano speak the truth tomorrow?!! Screamm! Such an anticipation again! I’m glad I don’t have any heart disease here!!      

But then, what flower will Cat and the children bring? Will it be the purple/violet flower that he thinks it matches Cullen’s eyes??? Waiting for this too! 

BUTTTTT will Kiyen abuses his now-mortal body because he doesn’t know how to adapt still???? Or he can adapt but just doesn’t care?

Everyone is needing salvation indeed!!

Oh, and it’s Tell Me That You Love Me by James Smith! 

Without your arms around my shoulders, I've lost the strength to be

Come and set me free

Tell me that you love me

The way you used to love me

Even if you don't mean it won't you say I'm still the one?

Hide the way that you're feeling and make believe I still belong

And nothing's changed since you've gone

One last time to hold you

And one last time to tell you

All the things I should've said before

 

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 Awwww, numbing sadness! It is truly a love confession that comes too late and too soon.

How Cullen would have been happy to hear those heart-felt words before? Too sad, they come only after anything happens T_T

Yesterday I was really curious what Cullen’s reaction would be ... because he definitely wouldn’t felt joy for this confession. Even WITHOUT the goddess’s help, Cullen would not be really appreciated the love and attention, as the pains accumulated were too great. It would be only how much he compromised with the dragon.

Although we have the confession, it will be a long way to go! Dragonnn, don’t die of sadness yet T_T You have to persevere and win Cullen back T__T  

REALLY DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY IS THIS CHAP. Feel sorry for Kiyen but he has to make it up T_T And only pray that the situation where Cullen regains his feelings won’t be in life and death matters and he has to use his new power to heal dying Kiyen T_______T   

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And oh, in the end, this big family will travel together! Wait to see the little dragons on the road! And yes, their roles reverse, when Kiyen will take care of Cullen now!

Nanny Dragon is sure to tag along! 

And it rains still T___T

Defintely Stay with Me by Sam Smith again! 

But I still need love 'cause I'm just a man

These nights never seem to go to plan

I don't want you to leave will you hold my hand?

Oh, won't you stay with me?

'Cause you're all I need

 

But darling, stay with me

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O H   M Y   G O D!! I don’t know how many times I screamed inside through this chapter! What should I vent first? Kiyen’s confession or Cullen’s runaway? 

Will go by events then! Oh! Cullen’s runaway is LITERALLY RUN away! I knew Cullen feels it is urgent to escape as everything about Kiyen is a rock destroying his peace of mind. And what he tries to do is to protect his fragile self and fragile heart. But oh, how come I find it totally cute? First, it is trying to use ‘innocent’ kid to help with his escape. And when the ‘innocent’ Kat sees through his plan, he tells Kat that he will be back for a while and r-u-n-s away. Cullen, you couldn’t be any more childish here! But awww, I love you, so it is extremely adorable!

And Cullen runs without stopping. Oh this is funny too! He runs like escaping from death! But awww Death from above, oops I mean one dissatisfied kitty dragon can find him anyway! 

I was thinking it would be fun of he could run away taking the children with him. But in truth, Kiyen can just find him instantly right? Still, remember Cullen? Kiyen once said he could find you no matter where you go, and Kiyen proves his words. 

(However, at that time, Cullen would think it was such a romantic promise, but hmm hmm now ……… )

But, awww, ironically, Cullen and Kiyen are the same. They have nowhere to go. No purpose and no destination in a way. Crying, their lives are devoted for one grand purpose, but apart from that, they are empty. I’m so looking forward to the scene they can be happy just by staying still. But awwww, on the second thought, that would be the end of오네죽???? OH NO! T___T

And now on Death from Above/ MADDDD dragon냥/ volcanic eruption/ a man with unrequited love whenever you call himmmm!

Ohhh Kiyen, you open your mouth!!!!! Cryinggg! This reader has been sooo wanting to see you SPEAK PROPERLY! Ohhh, it’s clear that the weather reflect his turbulent emotions, and when he lashes anger towards Cullen, I DID fear that he might say something irreversible and dive further crack into their already-fragile relationship! But HELL no, he opens his mouth T__T

HE. OPENS. HIS. MOUTH. AND. SPEAK. HIS. HEART!!!!

Awww, Writer-nim, you are TOO good again! Anything more epic than this? Every single sentence is just an accumulation to reach the climax at the end! 

The threat to kill everyone Cullen is with seems vicious enough. But deep down, it comes from Kiyen’s despair. He’s so desperate that he can use any means just to have Cullen by his side still.

And then the tone changes. When Kiyen collapses, I love that the first word Kiyen speaks is to admit his fault. It seems sincere and at the same time full of regret. Then, how he cannot really live without Cullen, and how much Cullen means to him ….. all that he could only understand only after without Cullen. And then, the love confession.

Everything written is just perfect here! How love transforms him? How love makes him full of feelings and more human-like? 

Scream! The accumulation of emotions reached its peak again! And again, you make the last sentence of the chapter the hanging thread for tomorrow! Wicked, wicked Writer-nimm! I’m camping for 182 already!

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And oh, the day Kiyen will call Cullen by his nickname Len as once Cullen thought! Now Kiyen will call you without you telling him too T__T

Been thinking of Hold on Tighter to Me by Tedy

The low and still style can just conveys how desparate Kiyen feels. Not to mention the lyrics is very much right T__T

You've been on my mind

This is a song about my sorrows

It's all i've been thinking of

All the ways that I wish

I could have done better

All the ways that I wish

I could have done you right

I just couldn't open up 

And I'm filled with regret

Couldn't give you my all

Couldn't give you my heart 

Yeah, I'm all too blame

Yeah, it's all on me

Wasted time

So much wasted time

That we can't take back

I promise to love you

To cherish you

To hold you tighter

Couldn't give you my all

But I've seen the errors of my ways

And I'm ready to love

Could you hold on tighter

To me

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Oh my goddd! The sulking dragon goes exploded! Call the fireman! Call the fireman! Aww, but still, dragon, you are bad at information sharing! No, super bad at feeling expressing! This new Cullen won’t know how you feel. And these bits and pieces you show him are not helpful! How can Cullen know your true heart?

And I would say this is the problem of always being a receiving end! In the past, Cullen DID approach you and you waited for him to do that, but NOW Dragoonnn! Be a man! Be a brave dragon and approach Cullen instead! Awwww!!!! You should emphasise on the right bits too! You should repeat saying “I said I never intend to foolishly lose you again” and “Each day without you is hell” not on the world is dangerous and I won’t let you go.   

The phrases you are saying can be touching and meaningful only if you say them in the right tone. 

SPEAK MOREEE! Or throw Cullen on the bed and have your wicked way with him! But ohhh, no, no, no, it won’t do! SPEAKKKK! SPEAK only! Dig your heart! 

Oh Lasano! You are not helping! When you said going may help Cullen regain his emotions is convincing enough, and Kiyen is swaying! But why MUST you mention Ully? Everything crumbles! Reasons crack! Ha! To be honest, I always think the role of Ully is the group is ‘The Trigger’. Awww only ully can brings the WORST and THE MOST DELICOUS jealousy in Kiyen! 

And I know, I know that Cullen will get along with Ully super good after this 180 chap! Should we give heartfelt sympathy to Kiyen in advance? He will need it a lot! 

But one thing is sure in 오네죽 Part 1, Kiyen is one high and mighty dragon. He is larger-than-life, omnipotent and untouchable! And now, love and relationship transforms him. Oh, this dragon is more on earth — he is happy and he is sad from one single person. And he is more and more like us. 

Writer-nim once said you wanted to make clear contrast between worldviews of a dragon and a man, and it has been exquisitely done. We see and we feel such disparities. Then, in the later chapters, we readers can see a transformed dragon when he is touched by love and becomes a different person. Writer-nim is so, sooo, soo good! Love, love you! 

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OH! OH! Cullen’s decision to run away!!!! I don’t say what to say! Ahaha! I mean I did expect it, and when Cullen decided to do it …….

Maybe I do take Cullen’s side so much, BUTTTTT it is totally childish BUT cute! What is even cuter is maybe one little dragon is running away to see the world with him! Ahahaha! White and Black, you should be a bit more unreasonable and tag along. It would be hilarious.

Mama Dragon and 3 little baby dragons are running away, and then the furious Papa Dragon is catching up behind! But which group the Nanny Dragon will be on? With Papa Dragon to calm him down??

PS. Black is analytical again. Somewhat he is my favorite baby dragon since he first opened his mouth! So calm and so cute! 

BUTTTT Cat, you break the naming in set! How can Writer-nim allow it???? Hahhaa! 

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Oh, the emotions laid out in this chapter are rich again! We’ve seen many emotions from many characters. And the way Writer-nim describes them all is as exquisitely as always! I feel super blessed I have an opportunity to read 오네죽 truly!

Oh, Cullen thought that everything would be much simpler if he had no emotions. But in truth, it is NOT. NOT. AT. ALL. Those who are so dim in emotions before have learnt HARD, and everyone except him is very much using feelings to guide themselves! Especially one snarling dragon냥! And poor Cullen can do nothing but get confused.

It’s sad to see how fragile Cullen’s heart has become. Cullen may look tough. But as everyone says he is the most affectionate man, he feels more than everyone too! Everything has been loaded inside him until the day he can’t absorb the load any more came. Aww, how those words from the angry dragon the last day shatter him T__T

Many words are said, and many unsaid words are said loud too. It’s true that Cullen can understand the hidden meanings. But ahhh, this one “I ended it with my stupidity”. Can it get through Cullen T_T? The dragon is regret, the dragon is sorry… Cullennnn T__T

And there is “You don’t care about me.” too. Cullennnn, this is the best you can get from the EQ-lacking and tight-lipped dragon 냥! That dragon is sulking!!!!!!!! 

This new emotional dragon is more dangerous! He FEELS but he can’t express his feelings. He HURTS but Cullen can’t understand him!

But Kiyennnnn! you won’t get result if you don’t speakkk! The misunderstanding will go on and onnn! Can I hire a love consultant to go and talk to Cullen and Kiyen?? Let everyone sit in the circle, and talk their hearts out now!  

Awww, Writer-nim drops the bomb in the LAST SENTENCE, and let us readers dying for 180 againnn! Cannot wait to see the consequences of that one word of leaving! 

PS. Lasano is super good at grasping things too! Just one sentence and he knows everything! Oh my god, we have a brunch of clever people together! But these sharp people are super dull in feelings too! 

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Thinking of [Stay with Me by Sam Smith] whenever Kiyen says stay with me and be by my side with Cullen. It is very much a heartfelt pledge and a beg from Kiyen to Cullen T_T

  

But I still need love 'cause I'm just a man

These nights never seem to go to plan

I don't want you to leave will you hold my hand?

Oh, won't you stay with me?

'Cause you're all I need

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OH! Today’s chapter is delicious again! And poor dragon, how long your suffering will last? You can’t blame anything but your IQ-brimming-yet-EQ-missing self! Now, everything you said and everything you did is hitting you again and again! Roll in regret Kiyennn!

My good heart feels sad for him, but my bad heart feels happy — you need to work hard and redeem everything! So, don’t run again and hide in the corner whenever Cullen rejects you, Dragon 냥! If you go to Cullen, speak too little of your heart, and then go crying, Cullen won’t know your true heart. You need to act tough and spit everything at once without letting Cullen interpreting everything on his own! 

But then, your words won’t really get through Cullen. Prove them with actions and time!

“Sometimes there is something you can only realise by losing it” indeed! The name seems to be freely given and freely spoken, and before you never knew how Cullen puts in in his heart when he did that. Awwww! Keep fighting Dragonn! At least you need to clear all Cullen’s mistakens, and yes Cullen’s heartbrokens too!

Now you know not everyone can call you Kiyen T___T

It hurts harder when Cullen say he does not feel regret or hate — but he feels nothing instead!

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And to the hilarious part! How come Lasano is becoming the little dragons’ nanny more and more? He did take care of them three when Papa Dragon and Mama Dragon were away. And there’s now the act of braiding??? Hahaha! Lasano is kid-friendly now!? Oh, at least, he’s young dragon-friendly! Good for the family! Hahaha!

Oh, emotions are confusing and disturbing, but Cullen can’t really cut off with them somehow! The feelings are too deep to completely erased! He doesn’t feel emotions, but he feels the pain in his chest instead! It is sooOo Cullen that he tries to be productive and get tasks done again. I was surprised that his question for Lasano is about the healing power itself. Cullen is super quick to get things! I thought he would just need more time to know his power! Love Cullen for this too!

So happy it’s Monday, so we have 4 days to go!

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PS. When the dragon first received his name, he asked Cullen to call Kiyen for at least 16 times back in the palace. Now Cullen, please prepare a jug of water, no a tank of water! You sure need to call Kiyen for hundred times until the dragon is finally satisfied! Maybe from dusk till dawn! Good luck!

Oh, since 168, I feel the sad regret of Kiyen is really this song — [I’m Sorry by All-4-One]! The style may be outdated, but the words are TOO right! The whole song is FIT!

Until you prove your heart to Cullen, Dragonnn! 

I know I was wrong

For treating you the way I did 

I have so much on my mind

I didn't know where you fit in 

And if I could do it all over again

I'll never treat you that way

I apologize for the pain that I caused 

When I close my eyes

I think of how it used to be

That's when I realized

Just how much you mean to me 

A second chance is all that I need

To change what's wrong and make it right

A fool I was to let you slip away 

When I know I need you in my life 

You gotta believe me when I say that

I'm sorry 

So sorry

And I know everytime 

Everytime I treated you unkind 

Uou still gave your best to me

I'll do anything to get you back in to my life

I need to hold you again 

Kiss you again 

Make love to you 

And i'll do it again 

Listen to me

I'm down on my knees 

Can we start over again