Friday 24 July 2020

오네죽 172

Awww, 172!

Oh my god! Oh my god! Now everything Kiyen had done comes back in full force! And HIT his face! Somehow this silence from Cullen is even more hurtful than loud protest. Cullen is the suppressive type who never complains, yet once he absorbs until he can’t no more, he will just break down T_T It’s just vital to observe him carefully and handle him with care. But too bad, the dragon was then absorbed in his own world. And now the accumulated damage is too huge too late. Rectify it with your heart dragonn! It’s the only way!

I feel sad for Kiyen too. He’s like the drowning man grabbing the floating log when he learnt that Cullen could be brought back, and he was so wishing to have the sweet, sweet reunion with Cullen. But Cullen’s changed! Awww, everything has its price, and you have to reap what you sow instead Kiyen. Live though it!

But the most ironic aspect is ... Kiyen can’t wrap up his mind on this changing Cullen. The dragon just can’t believe Cullen will go unfeeling towards him. That’s never happened, and that’s never occurred in his mind! So, the still-held assumption is Cullen loses his memory! Crying! 

It’s quite heavy again this chapter. Feel sad for anyone! But the little three dragons! Oh, they are mood lighters here, especially Gold! They are the only one who seems to cause facial expression change in Cullen. And oh, their carefree way of speaking and childlike behaviours should help melt the ice wall in Cullen’s heart a bit too. Can’t wait to see them help reveal Kiyen’s heart to Cullen too.

And let see how they can make Kiyen jealous!

And oh, Gold, you are still obsessed with getting a prettier nicer new name! Let’s see how your name will be changed? And I guess it would be done with Mama Dragon later? Then how you will be pleased with it the way Kiyen does before! T_T

Kiyen and Lasano have painfully and greatly learnt in these past 3 years. It is indeed strange to see Lasano takes side with Kiyen. But aww, in times of seriousness, we have to admit that he speaks too little and with little convincing. But then, even Ully would simply be careful in this situation.

It is painful to see Kiyen whisper that “I need you more than anyone” and “I don’t feel any joy without you”. It’s truly akin to love confession. 

But then it’s even more heartbreaking to see Cullen say “I don’t want to love anyone any more.” 

Now I have to wait until Monday to see Kiyen’s reaction. Kiyen has to see that now there are two problems to solve — clearing Cullen’s misunderstandings (AKA remedying his past harsh actions) and making Cullen not blaming hating himself. 

The characters and the readers will all survive, right? T_T


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